The feeling that you get.
The thought of being unwanted.
The name said to you when viewed as a piece of shit.
The meaning of being misplaced and holding no value.
The part of being forgotten.
The lost feeling of being love.
The reasoning made that you aren't worth the time.
The exalted part of being a nobody.
The downward,spiraling,painful and nervewacking pondering scheme played in your heart and gut....
Is the life you have now, worth it?
The brightest sign noone understands.
The kindest word said to you again and again.
The question that follows leaving you asking where is home...?
The catastrophic unfolding life changing moments....
The best comforting word told to a child or a flesh that host a soul.
The biggest abstract effect of feeling homeless and alone eventhough you are surrounded with countless bodies.
The endless need and want to validate your worth...
The why and the what is my worth?
And the basic conclusion is......
That this life bears a very cold uninviting four cornered wall you call home, where you are constantly surrounded and reminded that you are a: "WORTHLESS piece of shit, stuck up someone's "ass", constantly never knowing its place amongst the many items collected in a littered bin of meaningless objects whose value is never seen."
And because its told repeatedly, this new profound word holds a special spot in your heart and soul which you will soon believe that it defines the real you solely on this word whose acronym means this:
W ild
O rdinary
R ituals
T old
H astly
L eaving you
E ssentially feeling
S tructed with a relenting residual feeling like...
S hit
