IN MY LITTLE WORLD.

Am Dickson, a twenty seven years old young man. I have lived almost all my life in the bush, i ran out of home at a a very tender age. Because i was no longer able to endure the bullies from my dad and the hate from people.

All my life was from one pain to another, i was born with a disease of the brain, born into a poor home. Even as the only child my parents was not still able to take care of me.

Home was hell for me, school too, every where i go. At school my teachers and my class mate always make fun of me being the most dull person in the class.

All i saw around me was hate and  frustration. My daily existence was consist of fear anger and frustration.
Fear of the know an the unknown

I was never given a chance to prove who i was.  

Every day of my life was a mystery.  As my MAMA becomes a punching bag to my dad, he hit her everyday not considering her condition as a pregnant woman.

He keep hitting her until one day she slump and died. That faithful afternoon as i returned from school i saw him punching her seriously i tried to stop him, but he wouldn't even listen to me. As soon as he found out that she was dead he chased after me. May be he thought i would be a threat to him so he better kill me too.

That was how i ran into the bush till today.

Where i lived my life in my own little world, where their is no pain, no love nor hate. Life in the forest was worth living for. Though at first it wasn't easy.

I have lived in the forest for years now without going out, i now live and behave like the animals.

I was  too  sacred of  returning home even though am now an adult. I don't even know if my dad was still alive, i don't even know if he had ever make a move of looking for me since i left home. Even if he is still alive is he a changed man? All this thought keep running through my mind. But one thing that remains for sure is that i must definitely kill him if i finds him alive.

In few days i will be turning twenty nine, all i prayed to God was to be blessed  with a lover, who would love me the way i am, who will bear kids for me because of the much love i have for children.

But sometimes am also sacred of getting a lover because of the way my dad treated my Mom i don't ever want to turn out that way.  And also my metal problems which makes me misbehave sometimes. Beside no one will even want to love me the way i am now, and to worsen the case i was never ready to leave the forest. That prayer of finding love was cancelled, as i prayed to God not to keep me longer than thirty years. I think that is the best prayer i could ask of.

unknowing to me Gods way was not our ways, his plans are always plans of good and not of evil.

some months after my birthday i was blessed with love, she came across my way in the forest and she was never ready to go back too. That is how we started our own life and we have been living peaceful since then.

THE END.

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