I woke and for the first time since we stoped talking I actually feel like things are over between us. Well at least for you, like maybe you really don't love me anymore. It hurts a lot but I refuse to cry. Not because of my pride or anything but just I really don't have the time. I gave you my whole heart and I really thought you loved me the same but maybe I was wrong and maybe I was just a first love summer romance type of thing and you never meant for our love to go pass that goodbye outside the front of your house. I can't even blame you and say I wish you would've said something because you did at the jump but I fell in love and thought we fell in love and that because of that everything you said would change. It didn't. I don't hate or have any type of negative feelings towards you I just hate myself.
