a shattered mind / kth

6

mina had been trying to sleep, trying to avoid everything around her. especially namjoon, who for some reason left her alone. it must have meant that he was mad at her, but she just brushed it off.

the encounter with taehyung yesterday made her feel at ease and a lot happier at that moment. but the problem was : he wouldn't leave her head at all. the whole moment from yesterday kept repeating itself. but she didn't want it to stop. she wanted to allow herself to become even more happier. everyone thought that that was what she deserved. freedom and happiness. but up until this moment she thought that namjoon was her freedom and happiness. he wasn't. but she loved him. she couldn't let him go just like that. it was impossible.

she was dragged out of her thoughts when her phone rang. she was surprised since no one really ever called her.

hoseokie is calling you...

she was debating as to whether she should answer the call or just plainly ignore it.

but she answered. after all it was her older brother.

'mina! oh thank the lord!' he said relieved that she didn't hang up on him.

'hello...'

'mina! where are you! please tell me! mina, me and dad have been worried so much-'

'can you please stop calling me? i'm perfectly fine over here' her words were harsh and cold, she didn't care about her old father nor her brother even if she knew that they cared about her. but if they really cared, they would have helped her - not trapped her in her room until she started slowly losing her mind even more.

'please mina, let me visit you! please, i truly miss you! i won't tell dad where you are, but please let me come and visit you for a while!'

hoseok was now desperate. trying to find his sister. trying to see her.

'don't tell him where you are. '

mina gasped at the voice as she turned around to see a serious looking namjoon staring at her. she gripped the phone in her hands tightly as she was now scared.

'mina... why aren't you saying anything? is everything okay?'

'don't tell him where you are.'

namjoon repeated himself as he started walking closer to the young girl. she closed her eyes as she gulped and spoke to hoseok.

'i'm sorry hobi, but i'm not telling anyone where i am. i'm better of without you all'

she hung up on him. namjoon's serious face now had a smile on it as he got what he wanted. he walked up to mina, caressing her cheek and smiling fondly at her.

'this is how i like you the most. the one who wants to spend time with me and only me.'

she frowned.

'i think i should go out for a walk joonie.. i need some fresh air' she explained to him but instead of letting her go, he crossed his arms as the smile fell from his face.

'no.'

'what do you mean no? i am going out, you like it or not. i need some alone time' she took her jacket and ran out of the small apartment.

-

'hyung, i'm going out for a walk'

taehyung took his jacket and started waljing towards the front door.

'you sure that you're okay? does your head hurt? i think you should stay in your bed!'

seokjin swarmed him with questions as he walked up to him with worry in his eyes. taehyung just laughed it off.