Broken Wings || banginho {✅}

-14-

-Minho's POV-

The day with NCT was amazing! The only part that didn't went good was the part when Ten and Taeyong had a little fight. "Shiber!" I yelled and the kitten jumped on me. "Aw Shiber." I said and petted him. After a few seconds I got a call from Hyunjin. "Wait I need to answer this one." I said to the kitten and then he jumped off me. "Hey Hyunjin, how are you?" "Come to the hospital, now! Jisung is..." "What? What happened?!" "I don't know! Blood was covered all over his stomach and I called for help. Please come!" "I'm on my way." "Minho where are you going?" "To the hospital." I said and grabbed my jacket. "I'm coming with you-" "but what about Shiber?" "Felix is upstairs." "But... you're very tired." "I don't care!" He said. "Listen Minho, I don't care if I am tired or wide awake. It's late."

"O-Okay." I said and he grabbed his own stuff and opened the door.

>>Time skip>>

When we arrived the hospital, I saw Hyunjin outside, in tears... I ran towards him. "Hyunjin are you okay?" "N-No." He quietly said. "Jisung is going to survive you know-" he didn't let me go finish my sentence. "Jisung is going to die Minho! I am totally not okay!" "He isn't going to-" "Minho don't got your hope high. He's dying. I was too late to save him Minho!" My world was shattering apart... my heart was broken and I was in shock. Jisung... my best friend... is going to die. "Hyunjin... You're kidding right?" I blinked a few times. "I wish I did..." he cried.

"Why d-did this happened?" What did he do wrong to die?... when Chan hugged me, the tears came out of my eyes. "He lost too much blood." Hyunjin said and covered his hands on his face. "I-I... I can't believe he... is going to die..." I stuttered.

>>2 days later>>

"Hey Minho, I'll be right back, I'm going to hang out with some friends." Chan said. "And I'll leave you some money so you can buy some food for yourself." I nodded. It felt so wrong... so empty... Jisung is now gone... I can't believe he's gone... forever... when chan left the house, I got an idea... I grabbed the money that chan left for me and then waited for 10 minutes. After that I walked out of the house. Before I did that, I gave Shiber some water and food.

I walked to a place where you can buy alcohol. I need it. I need it right now. The pain is too much to handle right now. I bought some alcohol for myself and then walked to my home. I opened it and then I poured it into a glass. I drank it. It wasn't that bad. I felt released from all the bad things... I drank more and more... I started to feel drunk but I didn't care. The feeling was so nice... no pain, no stress, just nothing... I drank the last one and then looked at the clock. "Wow" I said. It was midnight?! That fast?! Where is Chan?!

I looked at the empty bottle and smashed it on the floor. Tears were steaming down my face. I sat down on the floor and stared at the broken pieces on the floor. It reminded of me... I was broken... I can't fly anymore... my wings are broken... I need someone to help me... it hurts... the truth hurts... my best friend is dead... my life is a whole hell... no one cares about me... I feel nothing... it's so empty...

I grabbed a piece of glass and pushed it on my arm. I felt that I needed more... I needed more of the pain... I deserve it... I deserve the pain that I feel... because I am nothing...

The wounds were bleeding but I didn't care. I felt so released again... I threw the piece of glass to the wall and it broke in more pieces. I wiped my tears away and looked at my wounds. It stopped with bleeding. That was pretty fast. I started with crying again... everything hurts. Breathing hurts. Talking hurts. Moving hurts. Everything hurts so badly.

Then I heard that someone opened the door. "Minho I'm home!" Chan said but I didn't reply on it. "Minho?" He said and I heard that he dropped his stuff and ran everywhere. "Minho please say that you're home!" After a few seconds he came into the kitchen and looked so worried. He immediately kneel down. "Minho... what happened?" He asked to me. "Hyung... I-It's hard.... it's hard t-to believe that m-my best fr-friend is dead."
He hugged me. I guess it was too dark to see my scars... "I'm so sorry... Jisung was a good boy and he never deserved to... die"

He was rubbing my back while hugging me. "I know Jisung will always have a place in your heart." I slowly nodded. "Chan Hyung, I love him so much, I can't live without him... he's like a brother to me... like you and Felix. You both love each other so much, you guys don't even know what to do without each other."

"Please Minho, stop saying things like this. You're hurting yourself more and more. I don't wanna see you in pain." He softly said.
I didn't say anything... he is so caring... I feel so save around him... like I know him since my birth...

"Hyung.... I love you... and I didn't forget about our kiss... I still feel those soft lips on mine... you told me that you love me... or did you only said that because I was drunk?"

Silence took over the room... "so you only kissed me back because I was drunk?" "Minho... I love you too. But... I don't know if I want to be in a relationship because... all my boyfriends and girlfriends cheated on me. It's not that I don't trust you.. the feeling of betrayal, fear and anger is chasing me... but don't forget that I love you so much." Chan said and looked down... "Chan I-" he pulled me out of the hug and pushed his lips on mine. It was soft like clouds and sweet like chocolate.

He stopped. "Minho, don't say too much, just enjoy the moment."

-Hyunjin's POV-

"Hey Hyunjin, did you cried?" Seungmin asked worriedly. I nodded. "Why?" He came closer to me. "You remember that day... Felix's birthday? That boy Jisung, he... died... in front of my eyes..." seungmin gasped. "Oh my gosh, are you okay?" I shook my head. "I love him s-so much... We kissed that day... and when I left... I heard that he was screaming... and a girl killed him... he lost a lot of blood.. too much..." seungmin didn't say anything but he pulled me into a hug. "Cry so much as you want to. I feel so sorry for you." I broke in tears again...

Why did he die so young?

What did he do to harm anyone? He's so protective and caring... I can't believe he...

Is dead...

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A/N: I'm so so SO SORRY FOR KILLING JISUNG! But you'll forgive me, I hope!

Have a nice day❤️✨