Forgotten - Ruel fan fiction

Don't cry

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Ruel pov

The busy hospital corridors rushed with patients in and out. Doctors giving bad and good news to worried families. If only this day could just end happily, but it wouldn't, and it's all my fault.

"Ruel stop this! It isn't your fault!" Mary got up from her seat.

"It is Mary!" I rushed into Melissa's room.I didn't want to argue with Mary but the moment I stepped in, my heart dropped, every time I saw Melissa, I was weak.

I walked over to the chair that I have been sitting on for days up on days. I sat down and looked at her beautiful face as she leaded on the hospital bed. She's been like this for a 3 weeks.

The doctors said that the chance of her waking up is getting lower and lower by the day. I can't believe it. I can't believe that I found someone so special to me, someone who understood me, someone who helped me, someone so kind, someone who dealt with my anger and my crazy mind, someone who didn't leave me after the first fight ,someone like her. Some like Melissa.

But now I may never talk to her again, see her face,listen to her silly jokes, see her eyes shine when she smiles, her panicking or telling me off.

I took her soft hand as a tear ran down my face. The night it all happened I remember crying, I never cried, I was just in my room and everything was getting to me. Ha this makes me giggle but it was like the angels sent her to my room that night, but at the same time the devil.

I was crying over me. How stupid and ignorant I was, I felt like Melissa would leave me, like they all did and a part of me missed my old friends, but I shouldn't of, they just "tried" to use me which may I say is impossible.

I guess I was mostly crying cause in that old friendship group, there was a girl called Mia, I liked her, we started dating and for the first time, I didn't hate it, you know love.
Of course after she broke up with me cause I left that friendship group, I felt alone and annoyed.

That's why I was crying. When Melissa came and talked to me, I remember her saying "it's ok to cry sometimes, everyone needs to cry even the devils" that was the day I felt it.

(Omg I wrote this chapter before the new songs came out "don't cry" oh my lord)

I really did like Melissa, but I didn't want her to be with me, well I did but I really didn't see myself as a good boyfriend. I wanted her, how kind and sweet she was, her games, she would make your mind go crazy if you pisses her off.

I wanted to kiss her, but my stupid ass mum came in my room as I was leaning in.
She said that we had to get some thing for her at the store. When we got into the car, I was driving crazy and we got into a accident. Now we've here. The hospital.

We were so close, we did everything together, sometimes Mary,Sunday or the others also joined too.
Movies, the beaches, random walks at night.

I felt more tears ran down my cheek. Mary introduced us, and before that night we were best friends for a month and we spent basically every day hanging out and talking.

(Btw it's summer time in the book)

"Ruel your a wreak," I looked behind me, coco my older sister came and stood next to me.

"Go home and get some sleep if anything happens I'll call you,"coco patting my back.

"I can sleep here like I've been doing this whole time," coco sighed.

"Please Ruel, this isn't good for your mental health, your bearly eating or sleeping," coco stood next to me, there was a silence before she broke it.

"Look I don't want to make you upset even more but," she walked over to the other side of Melissa's bed.

"What if she never gets up?" She looked at me then back at Melissa.

I felt a tear ran down my face. "Never say that coco!" I said angry. We could only hope for her to wake up.

"Fine I'll go get you something to eat," she said before leaving my room.

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It's 11:45 pm, I've taken a little nap next to Melissa. Coco left after we had the breakfast they had here which was not the best.

I leaded my head on Melissa bed and holded her hand, rubbing it softly. I wonder, is what coco said was true, what would I do if it was? Move on? I can't move on from you Melissa.

My thoughts drowned me as felt my eyes closing slowing becoming heavier and heavier in till it was all black and into dream world.

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Everything was black, it felt like I was flying, you could hear fate music, soft and slow
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forgetting you in my mind but never in my heart.
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Melissa's pov

Ruel. I wish you would hear me, I wish I could just get up and hug you for the rest of my life. I hope, for all the nights you spent with me for all the tears and fights I hope I don't forget you like the doctors are saying when I wake up. I've taken so much from you. I don't want you to sad anymore.

I haven't see your face for a month just your voice. You also told me you were a singer, I have so many questions. But soon I will get my answers.

I'm not losing this fight.

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