I am dark

howl of pain

Monster...

All. I can hear is my mate saying im a monster. It keeps repeating in my head.. I thought it was the most painful memories when my dad shouted over and over that im a monster.  But now this is more   its keep echoing in my head and my heart that i thought was numb and hard as a stone.. Beats painfully i am a real monster thats keep repeating inside my head.. How long will i feel this how long will i suffer.. Sabay suntok sa salamin n ngaun ay nasa aking harapan.. This eyes fuck!!! 

Flashback..
How did he enter the pack sigaw ko sa mga tauhan ko
Walang gustong magsalita sa kanila.. Lahat sila tahimik at nakatingin lang.. Ng biglang magbukas ang pinto at pumasok si pain

Alpha.. Sabi nito n alam n nia agad ang ibig sabihin
Go leave.. Sigaw ko sa mga taong nsa loob ng office.. At mabilis namang nagalisan ang mga ito

What.. Sigaw ko kay pain

Sandali ito tumahimik

What... Sigaw ko ulit ng mas malakas.. How did this happen dugtong ko pa

The packs tracker paolo,
He ..let him in.. Seryosong sagot nito

Where is he?
Nsa baba nakakulong na..
I want him to pay for this!
Wait, Hes still our member dont you think we need to hear him out..im sure theres a reason
No.. Whatever his reason is.. He puts my mate in danger and thats the biggest mistake for him..leave now go to my mate make sure shes safe.. Hindi ko n hinintay p ang sagot nito at agad akong umalis papuntang underground..

There you are.. Tiim bagang kong sabi kay paolo n ngaun ay nakakadena ang magkabilang paa at kamay.. Napakadilim pero nkikita ko ang pagngiti nito n parang nakakaloko.. Kaya lalo ko itong ikinagalit.. Agad ko itong hinawakan sa leeg
You bastard ..mariin kong sabi dito na halos mabali ang leeg

Your... A.. Mons... Ter... Putol putol nitong sabi at doon napaluwag ang hawak ko dito.. Uubo ubo itong nagsalita ulit

Hindi ko n kayang mabuhay sa pack n ito.. Mabuhay kasama ang isang halimaw n kagaya mo.. Sabay tawa nito

Unti unti naman akong napahakbang paatras..kahit sila halimaw ang tingin sa akin.. All i did was to protect everyone and live.. Does that makes me a real monster..

Why. Did you betray our pack.. Mariin pero mahinahon ko ng tanung dito

Sa tingin mo. Masaya lahat ng tao dito sa pack mo.. Kinakatakutan k nila.. Dahil halimaw ka.. Hindi mabubuhay ang mga tao dito ng walang takot dahil sayo.. Dahil ikaw mismo ang takot sa kanilang isip at puso marring sigaw nito..Lahat ng nasa paligid mo mamatay.. Dugtong p nito sabay tawa ng malakas..

Im protecting them all and thats enough i wont let them kill anyone in my pack  mariin ko din sagot dito

No.. Alpha..you cant protect them all someone has to pay for your sins..  And soon death will come hunt you ..

Shit.. Paolo why are you doing this?  Tiim bagang kong tanung dito sabay yuko

Instead of standing there why dont you check your mates pack im sure they were screaming out crying for your help.. Nakangisi namang sabi ulit nito

At doon bigla n nmang nagdilim ang paningin ko and my wolf takes over.. Dalidali kong ibinaon ang kanang kamay ko sa dibdib nito

Shes coming .. Sabi nito bago ko hugutin ang puso nito sa kanyang dibdib at doon isang napakabangong amoy ang nalanghap ko mula sa likuran.. My mate.. Unti unti akong bumalik sa katinuan at humarap dito.. Gulat n gulat ito at titig n titig sa mga kamay ko.. Kung saan hawak ko parin ang puso ni paolo..

Youre a monster sabi nito at biglang natumba at nawalan ulit ng malay pero bago pa ito matumba ay agad ko itong nasambot.. Dali dali ko namang tinawag si pain

Pain...

Yes alpha

I need you here..

Yes alpha

At makalipas ang ilang segundo dumating agad si pain

Bring her back to her room and make catalina check on her.. I need to go.. Now.. Tell carl and vincent on watch till morning i have urgent matter to fix..

Dont you need me? 

No stay here and make sure everyones safe.. And dont let her go outside if she wakes up.. Sabay bigay ko kay pain sa mate ko n ngaun ay buhat buhat ko...if she ask my whereabout.. Tell her i went outside to hunt paolos mate..

Yes alpha.. At doon dali dali n akong umalis.. At nagshift sa wolf form ko

Other than me nobody or no one can touch my mates pack.. I swear........

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Ilang minuto lang nkarating n ako sa moonlight pack i shifted to my human form and here i am half naked standing where everyone is lying down lifeless.. Every house was covered with fire and some were running while some wolf chasing them.. And screaming for help Napakuyom ang palad ko sa nkita ko..
How dare them touch my mate packs ...then someone talk behind my back

Here you are my monster son..

I felt goosebumps after hearing those voice.. I was trembling now and felt uneasy.. A man from my past the reason behind all my pains.. The one who made me this is now here.. I  turned my back slowly... And finally saw my torturer...

My father........