"Alice, why are you so scared? "
"I'm not. I'm just cold." I rubbed my hands together and shivered.
"Don't do that.. It makes you look so innocent and cute. "
"Stop flirting with me, Dillweed. " A smile painted across his face when I said that. He loved teasing me.
"You're scared. "
"Of What? "
"Me ." He shrugged.
I looked at him and tilted my head." Why would I be afraid of you? " I gulped. I actually was scared. Very scared. But not scared of him. I was scared of losing him.
He shrugged again and pressed his lips together. "Alice, How do you feel around me? "
" I don't know.. " I did know.
" Do you love me? "
The question was so sudden , I stared at him. He was looking away, biting his lip. Why is he doing this to me? I kept asking myself . I shrugged in response. " We're not even dating.. "
" But if we did, when will you admit that you love me? "
" You're switching my words around.. I never said that I love you. "
He chuckled. " You're smart... "
I rolled my eyes and shoved my hands in my pockets and looked at the front door of my house. " Wanna come in? " I asked.
He shook his head. " I would love to, Miss Alice, but It's getting dark. And we have class tomorrow. So I'll see you tomorrow, right?"
I nodded and reached towards the knob when suddenly he pushed me against the door and whispered "I love you" He kissed my cheek and walked away.
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It's 6:30 AM. I'm waiting for him, Sebastian, to come out of his house. I looked around and spotted some girls pointing at me and laughing. I wasn't much of the "Come over and fight me" type of girl. I simply looked away, although, it did hurt a little. Finally, when Sebastian came running out he smiled at me and bowed.
" I'm sorry to keep you waiting, Miss Alice "
" Stop calling me that.. "
"What..? Miss? "
I nodded and looked away. He grabbed my arm and pulled up my sleeve. I panicked and quickly pulled my arm away, " What are you doing?! "
" You're doing it again. Aren't you? "
At first, I wasn't so sure on what he was saying. But when I finally found out what he meant, I shook my head. " L-Lets just go... "
"You fucking stuttered. "
I began to walk away but he grabbed me from the shoulders and pulled me against him. " L-Let go of me! " Obviously, I was blushing. I struggled to get away, but it was no use
"Please, let me see your wrist "
"Fuck off! " I finally managed to push him away. When I turned to him, he had a hurt expression on his face. God dammit I'm stupid. " I'm... I'm sorry."
He, once again, grabbed my wrist and looked at it. He frowned. " I'm sorry.. " That was all that could come out of my mouth. He looked at me then back at my wrist and gently ran his fingers across my wrist. I flinched a little, even though it didn't hurt. He raised my wrist towards his lips and kissed the scars. All I could do was awkwardly stare. All this happened in front of his fucking house. But damn.
"Promise me that you won't do this to yourself ever again."
I frowned. " I could try. Only if you promise me to stop smoking "
He frowned as well and paused for a bit, "Fine..Promise? " He held out his pinky.
I rolled my eyes and sighed then wrapped my pinky around his "Promise.. "
