Me And My Brother (McBusted Fanfic)

Darling You'll Be Okay

I was sitting in my mums Ford Mustang thinking about it could I really be a good enough mum for this child they would grow up without a Dad because sure as hell Ashley was not getting to see it I hadn't even once thought about giving it up for adoption I couldn't I mean my friend when I was younger never knew her real parents and thought they didn't give a shit about him turns out they just never had the money to raise him but it affected their relationship big time.

It is now eight I was at a Lake I love going to mostly because before Dad left he would bring me here tell me how much he cared about us and how he would never leave us it gives me time to think and clear my head but I didn't have time the bus would be at mine in half an hour and I was an hour drive away. God Dougie was gonna shout at me ah well I couldn't care less at that point I knew there was another person inside me and that made me want to take care of myself so this baby would be healthy and okay I couldn't live with myself if I knew it was ill when born because I hadn't looked after myself during pregnancy.

I got a phone call from James

J=James

M=Me

J-Where the hell are you

M- Relax I am on My way dude but I might be a bit late

J- Just tell me where you went to at 6 in the bloody morning

M- James I... I can't tell you

J- Please...

M- I... I can't please understand

J- yeah, yeah I understand you don't TRUST ME!!

M- WHAT?!?! Of course I trust you I'm just not going to tell you over the phone James pleeeease respect that.

J- Okay, but you will tell me when you get back?

M- Yes if you can hold Dougie off

J- Okay

M- I need to go now I am driving don't wanna get hurt

J- Okay, bye bye

M- Bye

With that I hung up I put some Pierce The veil on in the car I used my mums car more than she does.

My vision started to blur as I started crying I quickly stopped though so I didn't cause an accident

I sung along to Hold On Till May

"She sits up high, surrounded by the sun

One million branches and she loves every one

"Mom and dad, did you search for me?

I've been up here so long I'm going crazy!"

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground

I heard the train shake the windows

You screamed over the sound

And as we own this night

I put your body to the test with mine

This love was out of control

3-2-1 where did it go?

Now don't be crazy

Yes now of course you can stay here.

Been in a touring band for going on ten years.

"Big deal," she said, "I guess you're official."

I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel burned out