He loves me Not

Chapter 1

I played my guitar and started to set my camera up
"Hey guys it's me Ariana Dillion's and I'm going to sing the weight by Shawn Mendes thank you and enjoy "

I wanna go back,
Forget that it's over
Paint it in black,
When you left me alone
I never knew,
She was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with,
And I can't go back to her anymore, no

You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
No, I can't lift the weight

Put you in the past,
Try to forget you 'cause it's over
And every time you ask
I'll pretend I'm okay
You're inside my head
In the middle of the night
When I don't feel right
I dream I can hold you,
And I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeah

You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight

And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you lower your standards and I raise the stakes
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight

Tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight

Tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay
You told me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, say someday you will change,
But I don't wanna wait
"Thank you love ya'll"
I gave them a fake smile and ended the video "

I fell back on my bed and Ricky my brother came in

"Sis you ok"
"I miss mom"I started to tear up
"Me to" he came in and hugged me and rubbed my back I just cried into his chest

"Shhhhhhhh it's ok she is still here in our hearts"
Last year our mom died in a car crash they had her on life support so she could say bye to us and I miss her a lot
"Ricky"
"Yes"
"Can you take my on the o2l and magcon tour please I don't want to be alone with our always drunk father "ever since out mom died our dad drank a lot and he abuses me and Ricky
"I call my manager"
"Ok thank you"

"Get some rest Ari bear"
I laid down and drifted off to sleep