TW: This is my story, my truth. It does involve mental, physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. Please read with caution.
**September 17, 2018**This was the day that I became his. Two weeks prior to this date, I had already been caring for him and "helping" clean his house for his special visitor who came during the beginning of the month. By "helping" I mean I did all the cleaning while he sat on the couch on his phone doing what he does best, playing daddy to people online. He was trying to get two girls to come over to play with but ended up getting one. While I was still cleaning, he made a comment about if I would have hurried up and finished cleaning, these girls could have come over to see him. Keep in mind, I was doing him a favor by cleaning his house, while he sat on his butt doing nothing. For me to tell this story, it's necessary for me to put in these details because it ties everything together.
He drove me home the next morning after I had finished cleaning, he helped a little bit that morning by tidying last minute things, that was it. I took care of all the major things. That morning he made a comment joking about how I needed to be in finishing school and learn how to properly take care of a man. We laughed about it. From what I learned, he had a good time with his visitor. Two weeks later September 17th comes. I remember because this was after I had gotten my braces. To put it simple, that night I asked him to train me. Before he agreed, he said, "This is a very serious thing. There are times you are going to have to do things you don't like that are fun for me, that bring me pleasure. Sometimes these tasks will be fun for you, sometimes they won't. Your reward is making me happy. Do you understand?" I was new to kink in general, I didn't know what I was signing up for but at the time I was excited, so I told him I was all in. "You need to be sure you really want this. This is your last chance to back out if you need to." I sent him a gif of Anne Hathaway pushing in her poker chips that said "ALL IN" he responded with, "Then I accept your offer of total and complete service to me. You are in service to me and me alone."
He was no longer "Doc" he was "Sir" and the safe word he gave me is "Sir/Daddy I wish to be released from your service" (We had already been playing together since December of 2017, which makes sense why he would be my first Dom. That itself started with us agreeing no romantic feelings, always play safe, and either of us could end the relationship between us at any time.) That night he asked me about a collar, at first, I said maybe, then I said yes. (We didn't talk about it again after that, if I brought it up, he had excuses to avoid talking about it.) So, this goes into what my first task is. His parents are coming into town and I need to spend as much time as possible at his place getting anything kink related put away. (The first day I spent the entire day moving everything into the nursery, second day I cleaned the kitchen, third day I did the bathrooms. The fourth day was spent with me tidying up last minute things.) While doing so, I had to dress little and wear diapers. He did not diaper me, there was a pack of diapers there that I asked him to hold for me. So, he got a diaper, threw it on the floor, told me to take my underwear off and diaper myself in front of him while he watched TV. I did that, then I was told to go back to cleaning. I was working on the kitchen and doing the dishes, and hour goes by he walks in doing the white glove check counter thing.
He wasn't happy, so what happened? He left the kitchen went to get a paddle and took me into the living room and bent me over the couch and went to town on my ass while I cried until the paddle finally broke. Then yelled at me, "YOU BROKE MY PADDLE, LOOK AT THIS. LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID" he walks away goes to get cream, puts it on me, stands back takes a picture. "Your little sister is going to see this." (Another girl who belonged to him, he never once asked if I was ok with pictures.) Once he's done taking pictures and texting, he finally walks over to me. "You have 10 seconds to pull yourself together and stop crying." After that I was allowed to sit for a few minutes, then I had to go back to cleaning. Once I finished the kitchen, I was finally able to sit down, time goes by before he wants a blowjob. "Watch your teeth" *Slap* "Hey what did I say? I said watch your fucking teeth" *Double slap* This went on for forever, I can honestly promise you, this guy is delusional because my teeth never touched him. (Seriously, I have braces and I'm being yelled at to widen my jaw. I had wires poking into my cheeks and I was getting cut up pretty fucking bad. Braces and face slapping is not a good combination. Before they were on face slapping was okay, afterwards that was not fun.) The next day I am working on bathrooms. His bathroom was absolutely disgusting, I still cleaned it.
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