If you have depression, etc. Don't read. I have no fjucking clue what I just wrote but Holy Chipotle it's depressing and sad as faq.
Because sometimes you just can't stop crying. Sometimes you just need to let it all out and you can't help it.
Sometimes you just want someone to hold you. Someone who won't mind lending you their shoulder to cry on. Who doesn't mind not asking questions.
Sometimes you just want to be held and loved by someone.
But then you realize that you're alone.
It's cold and dark and damp and you're alone and dying on the inside.
But there's no one to hold you.
No one who cares enough to let you cry on them. No one who even knows that you're going through this.
You've always been a more quiet and private person. Your problems are yours to solve and yours to keep.
You never really open up anymore. After years of being shouted at and abused by everyone you met, you just gave up.
Your spirit is broken.
You really should be dead.
But you're still here, barely clinging onto the flickering flames of your life.
Crying, Dying, Sad, Mad,Confused, Depressed, and just altogether shattered. Chipped away at until you're nothing more than dust.
Shattered and Broken.
Broken and Shattered.
What have I even written here. Jesus tap dancing Christ this is depressing! Sorry and Luv 2 U All!!! Baaaaaaiiiii!!!!
