i mussa mad, i mussa really mad. either me or karmz had a death wish. my head hurt, i felt sick. was i really entertaining my boyfriends opp? it wasn't even beef, at least that's what i heard, some childish argument, nobody knows what about though.
karmz and trey used to be tight about two years ago, then suddenly, bam, karmz was in hospital and trey was off the radar, fuck knows what happened, but it happened.
but that isn't the worst part, karmz posted me. not just me, but my bighead was taking up a majority of the video. it was me, teah, armani. armani was like his girlfriend at the time but they're friends now. the caption was 'lil sis❤️'
was he crazy? he must be crazy.
i went to facetime teah straight as, i knew we weren't talking right now but this wasn't a joke.
...
'what.'
'teah, i'm really sorry but we have shit to do'
teah put her middle finger to the camera and the call ended. i opened imessage and frantically messaged teah, she needed to bake, nobody actually asked for the attitude.
my legs were shaking, she read, then she typed, then she stopped typing and she just didn't reply.
fuck. i'll sleep it off, it's all good. i'm fine. at least that's what i'll keep telling myself.
9:27pm
karmz🗣.
-yoo you good
10:04pm
karmz🗣.
-👀
11:26pm
karmz🗣.
-sn, keep dis same energy next time i see u yh
1:00am
fuckingggg what's the time man. i pick up my phone with the 3 notifications from karmz, one missed call from kamari and another from triz.
i slid and unlocked my phone, barely opening my eyes, i checked the TL, checked my instagram feed and nothing was going on, dead set of people. then another notification from karmz popped up.
karmz🗣.
-like my post but air me, sn
mums i don't have the energy right now, the shit he's put me in, and he hasn't even taken down the post. i shouldn't even have to ask. it's too late now anyway, fuck knows that's why triz was calling.
me.
-i fell asleep, what's the problem?
karmz🗣.
-👍🏽
lol, mad, as if i'm gonna beg it, i went back to pree my imessages when i saw teah texted me back.
myslime🐍❤️.
"lol you must be mad kayla. you think i'm a clown to be putting up with your stupid circus acts, fuck off"
fuck. everything is fucked man, teah, karmz. all i can do is relax really, it's not my fault, he moved me first ahlie? and it's not even like we're more than friends.
karmz🗣.
-ffs i'm sorry b
karmz🗣.
-u just make me feel a way when we talk u get it
me.
-can't feel a type of way bout a stranger lol
i'm acting like i don't care, in fact i don't. i don't care when he messages me, the most he's got going is that, he's attractive that's it.
it's probably the late night vibes, or my anxiety talking, because he isn't trey, i shouldn't feel this way.
opened 2m ago.
he isn't my man anyway, nothing to be worried about.
INCOMING...
Triz❤️
"triz? what."
"yoo what you telling me" he yelled into the phone as if anyone actually cared.
"triz man, what do you want" i sighed.
"ay you didnt hear it from me yeah?"
i shot up, did trey know? was he on his way? is he looking for karmz? i felt sick. there was a long pause.
"so you see karmz?" he began...
i'm sorry, i actually forgot i had a wattpad🥺 but im trying i'm tryinggg.
