The boy with warmer everything (boyxboy)

Part-2

The whole day I kept thinking about how his touch which was warm sent so chilling shivers down my spine, like my body was on electricity and my heart was on fire, I wanted to have it again, I wanted to experience it again. But the whole you-can't-have-everything-shit is so fucking true, I never get what i want and its so fucking irritating, At one moment it gets so heavy to accept that you can't have it, and when you try to convince yourself that you don't need it, you fucking become numb and depressed and it sucks because its one of the worst feelings to experience.

The bell rings, Its the last period, I couldn't concentrate on anything the whole day, I was kinda angry and sad and pissed off, a mix of emotions, it was a real strange feeling, He didn't try to talk with me after our morning encounter, prolly because i was the might have given him a unlikable very short bump on his g0rge0us forehead, ugh....I shouldn't think about him this much, its starting to ache my head. "Did something happen? You aren't you today, why are you not talking like you used to?" - Addy asked.

Shit, Did i make it obvious? its all his fault, asshole, first he is the one who isn't talking, maybe i am always the one to start a conversation so what? can't he take the first step one day? Not addy, that guy, he is the one who is coming between us, fucking attention seeker. Addy, Ashi, V, Dolan, no one even talked with me today, the first day was officially shit. periodt.

"except the moment he touched you - my conscience added"

"fuck off - I replied"

damn she can be annoying, oof. Suddenly I see a hand waving against my face and i am back into reality from my thoughtscape. "You there?" - he said in his usual sarcastic tone. "Yea, sorry, just my head is messing with me, I am unwell, maybe tomorrow" - i said casually. There is no way i am telling him anything about my everything. The new guy, suddenly drew his attention towards me and idk-why-but-i-felt-strange, a-good-type-of-strange. When he looked at me, and i locked my eyes with his, i felt like all the other pairs of eyes drifted apart and i felt lost into his ocean of eyes. I couldn't see anything except the dark hue which was full of life present inside the boy.

"Whatcha doin' boi?" - he suddenly said breaking the attention and i felt a huge ass rock breaking my heart into pieces, i cringed so hardddddddd but he felt so cute at the same timeeeeee. my cheeks were kind of flushed. "n..nn..nothing" - i stuttered. He gave me a cute chuckle and my cheeks became baby pink. I lay my head on my backpack, not wanting to face the whole episode.

"there is seriously something wrong with u today" - i heard addy chuckle as he started talking with the adorable-new-guy.

Finally the last bell rang, and i started walking so fast, i didn't want to face anyone at that moment. But that adorable-new-guy-was-so-fucking-tall-damn. He was right beside me walking almost walking away when he noticed me.

"See u, tomorrow, babyboi" - he said with his same cute tone, and i almost swoon.

"aLmoSt"

"ye..yea, bye" - i said which was prolly inaudible, he must think i am an idiot, i walked away and tried to reach my apartment as fast as i could. I lived alone, my parents believed in me so they sent me here to study, and home was a disturbance, i also kinda like living alone so here i am on my bed, my face stuffed in the soft cushion. I wasn't hungry even though i didn't eat anything in the morning, I was a mess, I slept and woke up at 9 in the night, it was kinda late, I didn't do anything the whole day though i had thought that i would be productive.

maybe tomorrow - i thought.

I checked my phone, nothing much, checked my email, nothing much, stalked ariana grande on instagram, nothing much, played mario kart, nothing much, it was 10. I finally figured i was hungry and made myself some sandwiches, not wanting to do the extra effort in preparing something hard. I took a hot shower to rejuvenate myself and i started studying, it was 1 p.m now and suddenly as i laid my head on my desk and closed my eyes, his face came across my head and i was wide awake. fuck this shit, he ain't even letting my sleep, what did i get myself into.

2 minutes later

"See u, tomorrow, babyboi"

he said that to me, shit. He must be on internet, Why did i not think of that before, but fuck i only know his first name, i checked addys following list on instagram, to my surprise he was the first person i saw and i immediately took a deep breath to see something like

"this account is pRivAte" - i was so pissed off, who keeps their account private in 2019. fucker, then i remembered that i did, and i laughed at myself.

few seconds later, on google

"See instagram display picture in full size"

He was smiling, His eyes were shining, His face had this glow, the one which looked like a moonlight filter, he lookes so precious and so cute, i kept looking at his picture for minutes and didn't realise when i fell asleep. It was one of the best sleeps i have ever had.

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The next day as i woke up, i see my phone on my chest, then i remembered what i did last night and blushed, his picture was still in my recents and i adored him.

"weren't u sTraiGhT last day?" - my conscience said in a mocking tone.

"no fucks left to give baby, i am straight, its just puberty and remember there are no girls in my school, its just my brain messing with me, nothing much" - i assured myself and mocked her back.

As i finally reached the school, I took a deep breath and entered the classroom. I couldn't find anyone, then i saw a familiar face i started to adore-last-day and a familiar voice i started to adore last day.

"Sit with me, cutiepie"