Love in the music industry

Chapter 6

Leah P.O.V

"Welcome I'm Mrs Ronald's again" she said shaking our hand as we took our seat in her office

"Why are you looking so tense?" she asked Malcolm who were squeezing my hand and his palms were getting sweaty

"I'm just a bit nervous I don't know what to expect I've never done this before" he chuckled

"You expect to fix your relationship with your fiance Malcolm"

I smiled"calm down mally" I smirked and brushed my thumb across his cheeks

"Leah what are the things that you do while he's not home?" she asked getting right into it

"Most of the times I'm working" I told her nonchalantly

"And what about when your not working?" she asked jotting down some things

"I try to keep myself occupied so that I won't be thinking about what he's doing because I know I can't be calling him or showing up at the studio Mrs Ronald's"

She nods her head and jot down some more things "Malcolm how much do you trust your fiance on a scale of 10?"

"About 8" he said nonchalantly and I looked over at him

"What about the other two mal?" I snapped 

"Leah I see what's going on, so Malcolm you don't trust her a hundred percent then"

"No, but I have my reason" he shook his head and I let go of his hand

"What are your reason or reasons?"

"She cheated on me before" he said nonchalantly then hissed

"Who did you have an affair with Leah?" she asked keeping eye contact with me

"My sons father which I told him about I didn't hide it from him" I told her

"So you both cheated in the past"

"Yes and sometime she wanna act like I'm the one doing all the wrong"

"Malcolm don't even say that shit because right now I ain't doing no wrongs, the one time that I cheated and we wasn't even that serious because you had yo bitches that I knew about and you wanna talk about that now and plus that was years ago " I hissed crossing my legs

"Wait listen up, Malcolm is in the media well both of you now, so when he cheated on you with others its more public so what I think is that you feel as if you cheating is not the same as him cheating, like its not that big of a deal"

"Its a long time ago before he put a ring on my finger and if he still felt salty about it he shouldn't have did it"

"That's why there's a word call forgiveness Malcolm"

"But Leah don't forgive or forget she will use that against you forever"

"Just like how me having sex with dice that long time ago you still use that against me"

"But you don't hear me bringing up it in every argument or regular conversation that we having" he hissed

"Communication" she said jotting down some things"Leah tell me about your growing up, tell me a little bit about your parents as well"

I sighed  "I really don't like talking about this"

"if you feel like to stop you can" she said and Malcolm rubbed my back in circle.

"Well I have two brothers they raise me since my mother was a crack head and my step dad, my pops died when I was around three so I don't really know him, my big brother went to jail for my step pops murder leaving the younger one to raise me"