A St★rlight's Story

The First and Last Part XD

Symphonies of Bent Notes

True love isn’t the reason to why we try to hurt ourselves. The reason why someone that tries to love ends up hurting himself is because of his recklessness and excitement over the feeling of being loved that he didn’t notice that he picked the wrong person. True love isn’t an excuse to why you are rebelling against your loved ones. They didn’t want to appreciate the bond between you and your lover since the beginning. It was you that tried to press your relationship further, so you got hurt. True love is always the one who takes the blame, but in reality, it lies underneath the intentions of some humans that we can’t purely understand.

I’ve experienced the kind of hurt that you receive when heartbroken, because I’ve tried to love once, and I didn’t know back then that what I did was a great mistake. But because of that mistake, I became curious to what’s around me, especially to music. The melody that I’ve always heard on radios and the TV became imprinted to my mind. But the music that I completely cherished since I first listened to it was a music that only few can truly understand. They say that it came from a foreign country, but for me, it was the one that guided me to the right way of living.

This genre of music has its own life. It hands itself to many groups from generations until now. And it is given a deeper meaning by the groups that express it to the world. The groups are countless; some started as rookies, some started alone, but by the course of time, they became legends. Up until now, its life is still being passed down to groups after groups of great value, but what tickled the senses of my curiosity is that one group that completely saved me from falling, just like a rescuer, or more like a Superhero.

Before they became the superheroes that I knew, they were just normal people. They trained until their bodies became so sore that they can’t move their fingers. They experienced sorrow from departing with their friends that got eliminated during their evaluations. They endured heaps of hellish tasks, and severe criticizing that can make the clouds rain and the grounds cringe. But still, they got through all of that, and they became everyone’s heroes.

They are and will stay struggling for improvements until the whole world gets to know their name. And with that struggling, they morphed into different beings. From being the iconic beginner Superheroes that they were, their rank increased as they became virtual human beings inside an arcade gaming machine that delivers fun that can make kids and adults rock their bodies. As they delivered music to everyone, their ranks increased again. And their reward was a token, but that token was different. Once the token entered their machine’s slot, they were brought into life, but in a different world.

They became slave vampires that strive not for freedom, but for nobility. They were sent off to different worlds and galaxies to protect anyone that needs therapy, especially glowing women that are tied into trees by someone mysterious. This kind of help was used on and on until they developed depressions due to utter exhaustion caused by traveling to different worlds and saving countless beings. The boys became psychotic, with a syndrome that splits their personalities into two. They were first subjected into incarceration, but the nobles were too powerful, that led the ruler of that world to banish them to their original planet, Earth.

To their return, the boys have increased their ranks again, thus morphing from a noble vampire to a demonic fallen angel with split personalities. They roamed the world separately, causing havoc more than peace. And they became known as the test subjects of Mr. Jekyll and the spawns of Mr. Hyde, but the boys were just feared because of their psychomaniac demeanor which they cannot control, the people didn’t know that they were fallen angels. The boys have tried to fall in love, which is impossible due to their psychotic states. But they ended up falling in love with the same girl, causing them to fight for ownership. In the fight, the last one standing will have the girl, but they accidentally entered their demon forms while battling. Their inner demon told them not to fight themselves, but what they have to do was to kill the girl. The boys became tranced by the demon’s siren command, making them kill the girl that they loved. The girl died, and once they came back to their original forms, they noticed their greatest mistake and misery.

They were subjected by the townsfolk’s’ judgments, and they were decided to put into restrain by a voodoo mistress. But they were first beaten up, making them loose their consciousness as the townsfolk sacrificed them to thee witch. Once they woke up, their dresses were tattered and they were isolated into six different rooms. The rooms were gathered together in one large, spacious hall. And in the middle of that room was a short round table with a large needle beside a doll. They tried to move, but they couldn’t. It was as if there was someone was holding them in place, but they knew the answer as soon as they felt sharp pains everywhere on their body and inside their flesh. Their times as fallen angels were given a new light; they became voodoo dummies which receive utter torture every second of one day.

They were soon released out of their hellish imprisonment, together with their impaled bones and bleeding wounds. The others tried to heal their friends’ wounds, but they cannot do anything because the witch’s voodoo magic was too powerful. They stayed together, but their ranks continued to move, morphing them into complete, normal humans. But the voodoo magic continued to stay with their minds. Once they slept, they dreamt of the girl that they killed. She was alive, and in their dreams, they became happy together. But once they wake up, the girl vanishes. This curse continued until the boys’ perspective of reality and dreams were altered, making them think that their dreams were the real world, and their real world as the nightmare where they became separated with their loved one. This made them want to always sleep, and for eternity, the curse that was masked in the form of a dream slowly turned into a dream that they cannot wake up from.

They tried their best to wake up, but they all ended up as humans with sleeping sickness. They were subjected into different laboratories, and doctors of all kinds inspected them. They can’t see the wrong within their minds, so they were transferred to a psychiatrist. He understood the sorrows of the men, but he cannot find a solution to them, so the only solution that he could come up with is to transform them into cyborgs. This way, he could easily get rid of the lingering feelings they have as they transform their hearts with steel ones. Upon the rendition of the boys’ metallic frame work, they woke up. But the curse didn’t leave their bodies, making their minds form a great virus that makes an error into every circuit of their body.

Together with their tragic and happy moments, I stayed with them. And as they continued to show the world their different talents, the night sky was their only companion. Because the light of the stars continue to bathe them with love as they show them the way within the dark road. I am one of those stars that are willing to give every single ounce of my light, just to guide them. And for my beloved idols, even if you become a villain, even if you stop making everyone rock their bodies, even if you failed in succeeding on and on, even if you became like Mr. Hyde, even if your looks became as worse as a voodoo doll’s, I know that you are just humans who can’t make us feel happy for eternity. But remember that we will always love you whatever your group becomes, because our love has no room for errors.

To my beloved group who has astounding voices, more astounding visuals, and possess the greatest values in excelsis, this is one of your stars who is full of lights.

© Gio Wendel Egnisaban