kidnapped taehyung ff(slow Updates/Editing )

part 20

---Heyyyy just wanted to set a warning that there will be suicide and self ha mentioned in here also a self harm picture. if you don't like sorry ;)  
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i woke up feeling my wrist being strapped behind me "w-what.." i mumbled when there was suddenly clapping and a dark chuckle i knew way to well.

I looked up immediately and tried to back up against the bed board. "p-please taehyung" i said whimpering slightly.

"no this is your punishment.." he said smirking before talking his phone out and did something.

i gasped and shuddered out a breath as the vibrator shook up against me. "t-tae.." i said sucking in my bottom lip.

He smirked and turned the vibrator up making me whine "please.." i breathed out and gripped the hand cuffs that were securely put on my wrist.

"I could just fuck you raw right here and now baby.." Taehyung growled as his eyes filled with lust.

I arched my back a bit and bit my bottom lip from making any noises.

I let out a whimper as he turned it up. A sudden moan slipped out of my lips as my breathing got heavy "fuck..." i said softly as My legs started to shake.

"t-this isn't fair.." i groaned and arched my back letting out a breathy moan "t-taehyung!" i yelled before moaning right after
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I moaned loudly as i came for the 5th time

I looked over at him "please..tae...this hurts..." i said breathing heavy as a tear slipped off of my reddened cheeks

suddenly everything stops and my body calms down "so some shit like that again it will be fucking worst you slut." he spat coming up to me and harshly taking off the handcuffs on my bruised wrist

I sighed before sitting up as fear filled my whole body. Instinctively covering myself up as my knees came up below my chin and i hugged them tightly.

The door slammed shut as a soft clink was heard meaning the door was locked

I let out short sobs "please...oppa...c-come back to me..." I covered my mouth with my hand trying not to be too loud

/Two days later/

I woke up with puffy eyes and stayed in my spot seeing the same food from yesterday is sitting next to me still

I refused to eat. I have been disgusted with myself. The feeling of being dirty no matter how often the soap touched my skin.

I let out one tear before smirked and whining it away causing me o let out a slight hiss as my face hurt from any reaction.

There was a sudden knock on the door. "come in.." I weakly stated and hugged my knees to my chest looking at the door "came to give you food." Jin said looking at me with a soft gaze when he saw i haven't touched my food

"Hun it's been two days..you need to eat.." "no" i cut him off  "in not hungry jin." I smiled weakly as i stared at him

"don't worry just continue with your day." i said avoiding his gaze

My body jolted as i felt a hand on my back. I moved to another part of the bed

" p-please don't.." I mumbled as 3 tears escaped my eyes while i avoided eye contact.

Jin sighed in defeat "okay.." he mumbled walking out of the room and i smiled rubbing off my tears.

"I will be gone soon...I'll be with oppa soon.." I curled in a ball and fell back asleep pulling down my sleeves that are filled with marks....

/1 week later/

I have gotten extremely skinny.. I smiled at my reflection "Wow finally can see my rib cage.." i mumbled

I traced the marks that are around my body making me wince in pain 

I walked back into my room sitting against the bed board when suddenly someone came into the room "you really aren't going to eat huh?" The voice i have been dreading to hear filled my ears causing my to avert my head over to the door nodding softly

"well it's clear it doesn't matter so why should i..." I said and i cracked a smiled while tears filled my eyes. One slowly sliding down my face

"I mean babe you have to eat even if i force you too" he smirked as i just nodded "I am just the girl you used and kidnapped so who cares" I smirked and him before pulling my sleeves down

"let me see your arm" he demanded
"no." I let out a weak grin looking at him while more tears filled my eyes

he suddenly came over a forcefully took my shirt off. His eyes widening

//they got reported lol//

He gasped and pulled my pants down as i smiled weakly

I smirked

"why would you do this? how would you do this!?" he suddenly started yelling as i just smiled at him

"because i don't matter. because i am a worthless slut. Because i am not shit. That's why." I smiled as tears filled my face while i stared at him

I suddenly felt a slap causing my face to turn side ways "Fucking hell y/n!!!!" he yelled punching a wall leaving a dent

I curled my half naked body into a ball slowly rocking and humming a song "hmmm...hmmm.." i said softly closing my eyes

I was going crazy...