High School Seniors vs High School Juniors

Corey/Cue

Corey's POV

While Lucifer was unsure and Mason was panicking over Gemini, I was freaking out over Cue. He knows, he KNOWS I am his soulmate! And I am classified as a...little, fuck. But I don't want to be one, so I have suppressants that my and Mason's parents created for people like us.

Of course, it has side effects, but so what? I don't care if I may never be able to fully slip into little space again. I don't even want that. It would be a DIFFERENT story if I did.

Cue is advancing towards me as I debate what to do. Run and take the pills or talk my way around?

"What's got you all flustered, sweetheart?" Cue asks, but smirks as he approaches me. I look up unimpressed and say in a bored tone. "Certainly not you. The fact you're getting closer to me is entirely creepy in itself too." I silently cheer, happy my suppressants have worked. It has given me depression, yes, but it helps me keep myself dead and bored sounding whenever I need to. Like a switch control.

Cue raises an eyebrow, suspicious. I would worry if suppressants for littles were a common thing, but I'm not since it isn't. Our parents have been the first to ever create such drugs. And I am proud of that. Kinda.

Although that didn't help the abuse and torment I get every day from my parents anyway.

Cue comes closer and pulls me into a hug, I'm semi-surprised he would do such a random thing. He smells me and pets my hair. I temporarily close my eyes but then open them again and push him away, cannot let him get to me! Stupid physical contact! There should be suppressants for that too!

"What has you all panicky and scared?"

The fact you are even touching me?! "I get random shakes and panic nerves, it'll pass. But you're making me anxious." He raises an eyebrow, fully doubting me. I don't even believe myself.

"I know something is up, so don't try to hide it, unless you want to get punished~" he whispers into my ear. I glare at him and shake him off. "Just because I may be your soulmate doesn't mean you can just start punishing me whenever. Or think I am the Little. We are still just strangers, so treat me like one and ask me out. Don't just assume I want to be your husband just by meeting first thing. Be a gentleman." I say with confidence. We are still humans, and that is perfectly normal to do, not just to take a stranger and spank them. This is literally what I've been protesting for, why I take suppressants, despite the side effects. I just don't want to be controlled for my secondary gender or first gender. I want to be treated fairly.

He looks a bit apologetic, so I feel a bit better. He loosens his grip and decides to ask about my interests and basically me. I answer and ask him questions as well. I can tell the other two couples took my advice silently and properly introduced themselves and got to know each other, although Mason did not want to go along with it. Lucifer and Kyle are getting along the best, really.

After a bit, I start ignoring him when he has his attention on someone else. I hate it, cause if he is so smitten with me, why the hell would you be able to take your attention off me? Such a liar and I hate liars. I knew it was too good to be true since no one likes me... Wait, what the fuck? These thoughts... I don't even like him! I don't!
I hold back tears when I try to ignore the feeling. It's stupid, really. Who would like me enough to actually want to always be on me?

I can't help feeling these feelings, so I didn't notice hands on my shoulders and being pulled into a hug. I shake out of my thoughts and look at Cue. He looks really concerned and holds me closer. "Are you okay? I see you're upset." He whispers, sweetly. I blush, shit I'm so stupid. I move out of his arms, knowing I can't get too close to him. I can't. It would hurt me too much.

He frowns at the action and moves closer. He isn't the type to back off, which I secretly like, knowing I would need someone like that. All the people who have given up on me, really weren't able to stick around, cause I'm hard to keep and it is their decision to try and catch me or just give up.

I hear Mason giving his contact to Gemini and l look at him. He gives me a look and comes over. He grabs my arm and we make it to the bathroom. The other two tried to follow but Lucifer had picked up on something, thinking we needed privacy, not for the real reason, and he calls for Cue and Gemini. And let me tell you, no one is able to get away from Lucifer, he is a pure angel.

Once we make it to the bathroom, Mason takes the pills out, I take four and swallow, he takes the same and swallows. Then we both look at each other... "Shit....!"

(Thank you for reading!)