Loserless love ||Reddie

*-Don't drink kids-*

NFSW?

Eddie was pushed up against Richie Tozier's bedroom wall at the moment.
     
                                                                   1 hour earlier

Eddie had come to Richie's house at exactly 8PM. Richie had opened the door obviously drunk and Eddie sighed. "EDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!" Richie screamed Eddie felt his nose scrunch up. "Don't call me that Tozier." Eddie scolded causing Richie to smile even wider. Richie put his hand out and pinched Eddie's cheek. "CUTE CUTE CUTE!" Eddie pushed his hand away and walked into the empty house. He now regretted coming here cause now he had to take care of a drunk Richie. The Richie that acted like his 13 year old self now.

Eddie cursed under his breath when Richie grabbed him by the waist and hugged the boy from behind. "Richie, let me go your drunk." Eddie scolded trying to get out of Richie's grasp. There was no hope. "No I'm nottt! You are!" Richie giggled and Eddie couldn't help but smile at the sound. That quickly faded however. "Hmmm, I'm missing my late night routine with your mom because of you!" Richie grinned as Eddie screamed. "GROSS! UGH YOU DISGUST ME TOZIER!" Richie laughed and let Eddie go only to kiss the smaller boys cheek. Eddie flushed a bright red.

Even though Richie was drunk, he could still admire the boy in front of him. Richie smiled and adjusted his glasses. Eddie groaned and grabbed Richie's wrist leading them to Richie's room. "Your going to bed, sir Richie." Eddie choked out as he dragged Richie to his bed pushing him down to where the lanky boy was sitting on it. "No fair! You can't just leave m-" 
"I'm not leaving Bubba."

Richie smiled and wrapped his arms around Eddie's waist. Eddie sighed realizing there was no hope of escaping Richie's affectionate side. "I love you Eds." Richie slurred looking up at Eddie's with those damn eyes. Which were enhanced by those fucking adorable coke bottle glasses. "Your out of your mind Tozier." Eddie sighed out running a hand through his hair.

"No, I'm serous Eddie. I love you." 

Eddie felt his stomach flip and fill with butterflies. His heart throbbed and his ears and face felt like they were burning. His eyes widening his knees felt weak. Richie's telling the truth right? Yeah.. Yeah.... Oh how he was right and wrong at the same time.

"I-I love you too Rich."

Richie smiled and stood getting close to Eddie's ear. "You don't know how long I've waited for this moment." Richie slurred into Eddie's ear his voice deep as ever. He was completely out of it. His emotions taking over him. He pushed the smaller boy against a wall pinning his hands against the grey wall.

Richie leaned in quickly and kissed Eddie. Eddie froze for a moment before timidly kissing back. It felt right.. Until.. Richie's kisses began getting sloppy and he started kissing down Eddie's neck and grabbed the boys shirt. Eddie got out of Richie's grasp tears burning his eyes. "I-I'M NOT A-A-A SLUT!" Eddie felt the tears that threatened to spill fall down his cheeks. Richie stared at him with wide eyes. "YOUR FUCKING DRUNK! How could I be so STUPID!" Eddie grabbed a piece of paper wrote down something and tossed it at Richie. "Get Greta or something horny bastard." Eddie walked out of the Tozier house bursting into tears once he was outside.

How could Richie do that? just take my virginity while hes drunk!? But.. He's drunk.. He isn't there not even close.. Eddie wiped his eyes with his jacket sleeve. He walked faster then into his house ignoring his mother passed out on the chair she always sat on. He ran upstairs and into his room throwing himself onto his bed and cried into his pillow. He stayed like that for a minute just crying. Before looking over at his desk with tear stained eyes.

He sat up and gloomy walked over to his desk grabbing his notebook and flipping to page that said 'Richie Trashmouth Tozier the boy that stole my heart <3' Tears fells from his eyes as he marked out 'the boy stole my heart' with a red sharpie and wrote under it. Richie Trashmouth Tozier the asshole that ruined my life </3' 

He let tears stain the paper as he tossed it across his room running to his bed and crying into his pillow till he fell asleep his mind only said one thing.. 

Richie, why?