||Part 1||it's alright

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·Felix's POV·
I woke up wrapped in a bundle of warm blankets that kept out the cold winter air that was still nipping at my nose.Turns out it's time for school.As much as I dreaded the 9 hours it was at least better then home.I quitely got up and brushed my teeth trying not the awake my monster of a dad I had.Once I was done I put on a light pink sweater to keep me warm.I carefully walked out of my room and got to the front door."what are ya wearin FAG!!"my dad said clearly drunk.I turned around with my head down"i-i swear I didn't m-ean mean to"I said because I really wasn't thinking."well maybe I should teach ya to think"he said walking up to me.i closed my eyes tight and clenched my jaw waiting for the pain.then I felt a large throb of pain to my gut. I opened my eyes to see his hand pulling away as I let out a sob of pain. "That's better.be back by 5pm."he said walking to the fridge."y-yes sir"was all I could say before running out the front door.
·small time skip·
I was almost at school light tears were in my eyes still.I wasn't sure what to do because if one of my bullies saw me in this I would be done for especially if it was monsterX. I would have changed at home but I had to go before my dad became even more unstably drunk.So I guess I just have to face the consequences.
·at school·
It was first period but I had to skip because the pain of the punch was catching up to me.I sat on the roof grabbing my stomach in agony just waiting for it to go away.i soon heard foot steps walking close to me. I gulp just hoping it wasn't one of the monstaX members. I slowly looked up. To my delighted surprise it was my best friend Jisung. I took my arms off of my stomach to wave at him and gave him a light closed eyed smile."Are you okay?"he asked concerned.i just nodded my head and smiled while patting next to me.he sat down still a little concerned."hey,I'm fine really" I reassured.he nodded in response along with a "if you say so".
We sat in silence for a little bit before I interuped. "So got any plans today?"I asked looking over to him. "mmmm,no but I will be meeting at a cafe with Lee know tomorrow.Text me if you want to tag along I'll send you the address and time"he said leaning his head on my shoulder."alright"was all I could say before the bell rang.We hurried to our shared second period.
·Lunch Time·
The day was going well maybe nobody will question my sweater.All I could do was smile at the thought as I ate my Apple on the roof.I hear foot steps in front of me again.it startled me a little so I responded with "JISUnG YO-..."as I was mid sentence I noticed the person wasn't Jisung but it also wasn't a monstaX member. I froze in terror as the figure walked up to me. "So you think a boy can just show up to school with a soft pink sweater huh?"he said making me even more scared.He just kicked me in the gut over and over again till I passed out from the pain.
·after achool·
"FELIX!!!FELIX!!please get up" I slowly open my eyes to see Jisung hung over me with slight crystal like tears in his eyes."what's wrong?" I asked starting to feel the large ache of pain in my stomach."your awake,i-i couldn't find you all day and when I did you looked dead."he said with a shimmering stream down his face.He helped me up and hugged me.Once we pulled away I had realized "wh-what times is!"I asked terrified."4:30?"he said confused.

I immediately bolted for home.It was a 30 minute walk but if I ran I might be able to make it sooner.all I could do was run.the cold winter air burned my lungs as my cheeks,nose,and ears were painted a dark pink from the cold nipping at them.My heart beated faster than a train.My legs felt like they could snap.whilse my gut not helping one bit.i powered though the pain till I was at the front door of my house.

I calmly walked in my dad sitting on the couch.He looked at me than his watch."4:54 playing it a little close aren't ya but I'm feeling nice so I'll let it slide."I sighed with a powerful wave of relief washing over me.I walked to my room and sat on my bed.I got my homework out from the classes I did take today.Once I was done it was already 6:00pm.i decided to sleep early not noticing the only thing I had eaten today was a half Apple and a carton of strawberry milk.

Once I lay down thoughts start banging at my brain.The most important was Jisung.Why haven't I told about the bully's or my dad I mean we have been freinds since 6th grade(there in 9th).And he helped me through a lot especially my mothers death so why haven't I told him.i think I know why.



I don't want him to get hurt like me

Those words hurt my heart and made me decide to never tell him at least untill it's all over.I roll to my side with tears in my eyes as I silently cry till my subconscious was no more as I have fallen to sleep.Now the silent sobs were quite snores with a couple sniffles.

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