Secret

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Mason's POV

We exit the bathroom after 'using' the 'toilet' and making sure everything looks alright. And after a few minutes, the suppressants worked and I know that they will tell something changed due to not feeling our secondary genders in their connection, but I can only hope they just pass it up as us feeling off or something.

When we head back, we see our soulmates pacing back and forth, worried. Lucifer wasn't able to distract them too much, but we are still thankful for him.

I walk straight to Lucifer and kiss his forehead. I take him from Kyle's arms, cradling him. Whenever I take the pills, I feel neutral and somewhat more of a big too. So I act like one, to see how the other reacts. Lucifer is used to it and allows it, and Corey joins me after a bit. Kyle, Cue, and Gemini are beyond confused, so convinced that we were little and couldn't take care of others very well, except our bigs, cause we comfort them with being there.

Ha, serves them right, stop assuming, PEOPLE.

Corey relaxes and gives Lucifer a lot of love along with me. Right now Kyle is sensing us being neutrals, so he gets a bit irritated.

"You guys may not be littles, but at least don't make me jealous and rip you guys away from my baby." He says with bitterness and suspicion in his voice. We glare at him.

"How dare you. We were his friends first, doesn't matter about being soulmates. We were still there for him first and foremost, so do not give me that. I will not tolerate it. Cause in the end, you guys don't even know him, or us for that matter. So shut up!" I say, pissed off. The fuck? He has no right.

Lucifer slightly whimpers. "Guys, it's okay. I understand and I love you, but I don't want Kyle to feel threatened and hurt either. Please get along, for me?" He begs with his eyes.

We can't take his eyes, so we glumly agree. Kyle relaxes a bit and hugs Lucifer. The other two are...mopping? I look at Gemini and see his forlorn look. He looks so depressed and hurt? Why?

It takes me a while but I figure it out. It's because he doesn't feel our bond. I forgot that along with hiding our genders, we hide our soulmate bond too!

I go over to comfort Gemini but he looks away, pained. I recoil. He must be hurt to see me after being so convinced...

"I don't know why I don't feel that connection but it's painful to know what I thought was my life mate was not and is ripped away from me...Sorry for bothering you. I guess I just went crazy." He says with disgust at himself.

I feel tears gathering in my eyes. What the heck? No. He shouldn't feel this way! I instantly hug him. "Don't be sorry! I'm glad to have met you! And your mate was not ripped away! Just...." I trail off, not knowing how to tell him. I look at Corey desperately, since he is tougher. He just shakes his head, not bothering with Cue who looks like he is being determined.

I look back at Gemini and see him heartbroken. I can't take this pressure. I want him to know! How much I love him already and want him to be happy! Ugh.

"Who is my soulmate if it isn't you?" Gemini asks. My heart almost breaks right then and there. Hearing him even THINK he has a soulmate that isn't me is horrible. I'm so close to breaking down...

(Thank you for reading!)

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