Bloody wrist .

Screwed up life
Messed up head
Scarred up arms
Let's rewind

7 years old
Innocent and nice .
Surrounded by lies!
Right beneath her feet

8 years old
Again , she's moving
If she knew her fate
She wouldn't be thriving

9 years old
Seemingly unchanged
Sadly , it won't last
Burning her wide - minded range

10 years old
She's started to see truth
She doesn't like it
So she hides under the craving roof

11 years old.
Her friends decided to leave her
She's developed an eating disorder
Because they don't like her weight either

She doesn't remember why
All she knew she did
After a long week
She became addicted to self -harm

12 years old
And suffering from depression
She feel in love with him
And he gave her the same impression

But it was all just lies .
The same that came from her father
She's hardly ever sober
So everything becomes a blur .

13 now
And her sisters gone
She wonders how she left
How did she move on ?

She's afraid to look into the light
She cried every night
Hoping someone will along

14 now
Starving herself to be perfect .
Wondering were she can fit in
She feel unloved

15 now
150 scars
Bloody wrist
And pills .

16 now
Done with everything .
Picks up a gun .
Says goodbye .
Takes her last breath .