The boy with warmer everything (boyxboy)

Part-4: The Perfect Moment

Future: Remember when you asked me what's my favorite memory? Well the reason of me falling for you is my favorite memory. It was the 2nd day you entered the class, all your friends were absent, and you had no choice but to sit with me, we didn't know each other, but you were too much of an extrovert and you eventually got me into talking with you, and i got comfortable being with you, very comfortable. And then you started flirting, like in a manly way and it made me feel so gooooood and then to stop feeling anything i lay on my school bag with my head down and then you kept your head on top of me and hold my hand and goddamn it was so fucking warm and it gave me goosebumps and chills at the same time, I never experienced a better thing till now.

"davian i- i didn't know it meant so much to u, i am sorry for breaking your heart"

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We didn't move until the teacher came, I swear it was the best thing i had experienced in my life, fire was burning inside my heart and i didn't know what to do, i couldn't concentrate on anything except him, his touch, his warm touch. 

It has been two periods and he hasn't said anything except some study related questions, intentionally i kept laying myself on my back hoping that he would lean onto me but he didn't and it actually hurt, really did.

The teacher left the classroom and there was a break, i was kinda sad because i wanted to experience whatever-it-was-that-happened-moments-ago-but-feels-like-years-ago.  So, i dived into my sadness, not saying or doing anything, an obvious frown inside my features but still managing to give a fake smile everytime he looked at me. 

i am so tireeeeeed

And then out of the blue he started cuddling me, he fucking started cuddling me, and i can't describe in words, hell in even poetry, how good and satisfying it felt.

Sitting on a small bench, him laying on top of me, our hands interlocked tightly, constantly pumping onto each other, veins popping out of his arms, and my heart racing, intoxicating atmosphere, warmth worth dying for, sunlight shining upon us, his eyes sparkling, lips parted, pink hue on his lips, wind rushing, moment pausing, stones blushing, the perfect moment.

the perfect moment...

Finally it was the time to leave, i swear i would have been crying and screaming but i can't describe how good it felt in words, so i am just going to live in the moment, and adoring him into how good he made me feel. not only by his touch but his thoughts too, we talked and i got to know about him eventually, i don't open up to people usually but somehow he managed to make me feel like i have known him from forever, like we were destined to meet, so i don't know why but i told him everything that came to my mind, about me, the true me.

Once we were out of the school, to get our ways parted, i couldn't help but feel a little tingle in my stomach on the thought on leaving him. I didn't want to. I wanted to stay in this moment forever, I don't wanna leave him and this day behind, but eventually i had to, i couldn't help but turn into beet red when we were standing there holding our hands, it was the best thing i had experienced, he didn't care about anyone else, it was like i had finally become invisible  with him and i didn't mind sharing it. I never wanted this life, where everyone knew me, expected from me, judged me, i wanted to be invisible and somewhere somehow when he entered my life i couldn't see it, but i can't unsee it now, he had idk-how but managed to achieve something i couldn't my entire life and i am grateful to him for that, sure i don't know him, i don't understand him, i want to but at the same moment i don't want to, reality can be harsh and i would rather stay him a mystery. 

"It was a niceeee day, see u tomorrow?" - he cooed and i smiled, a genuine one. i don't remember the last time i smiled so genuinely but i knew this was something i had wanted and longed for what seems like forever. 

"Yea, umm, thank u, see ya" - i said smiling, which is pretty much i have been doing lately and oof it feels so gooooood to smileeee.

I felt a little something ~pain~ when we were walking away then i heard him.

"Hey!" 

i looked back and saw him, he had this face made which made me laugh, and i coudn't stop laughing, it was funny as fuck and i was bursting into laughter, too much that i had tears in my eyes, i then saw that all the other students had already left and it was just me and him, just me and him. 

He then gave me a flying kiss and i thought of his lips on mine, how good he would taste, his juicy pink lips, i imagined, couldn't get that image out of my head, i eventually had to stop daydreaming because i didn't want to have a boner in the middle of the nowhere. 

i really like him...

I waved him goodbye and left, i swear if i had to be there one more second, i would have grabbed him and kissed him.