the lost love

chapter one

     It was Monday at ten a.m. my heart was hurting, it was him. Zacharey Haiker, I loved his dreamy blue eyes and the way his shin was like a little pinkish, but obviously white. He pulled up in his blue truck with a scrape on the lid. He lived in the woods, right across from me. We barely ever spoke..yet i feel like he is the closest person in my life.

    I was heading out to school when my mom stopped me. She said "katty is coming by later for tea, isn't that nice". My mother Rose had the prettiest smile, mine looked like a pig chewed it up.  I hate Katty she is Zacks girlfriend, and the daughter my mother wished she had. Katty's mother died so basically shes more related to my mother than me, mentally. My dad exist but not in my world, he is always at work, he sometimes even gets my name wrong.

    At school i have first period with Zack. He always looks his best in our homeroom, math. I love his hair so brown and fluffy, he looks like harry styles in one direction. Today was perfectly fine until i was. Walking to fourth period gym class. As i was walking behind a bush as usually so nobody sees me in my black sweater and blue jeans, and worn out dark blue sneakers. I saw Katty kissing Brandon, i don't know his last name but he is an attractive guy. I love his walk, i hate it when people space out there legs like something is in there way. But he is not to much space but its not a girl walk. So my true love is getting cheated while i just realized i was watching for like two minutes when Kattys eyes widened into mine. She buttoned up her plaid shirt and brushed her blonde hair with her red finger nail painted hands. She is tall and what the boys call " hot stuff". Personally i think she is a whore as you can see. Anyways she got up and walked up to me " what the fuck are you looking at?! If you even as tell Zach ill beat your ass to the ground and shove a pole up your tiny ass". I gulped. She looked at me and then punched me in my throat. She saw me puke blood but she did not care. Brandon then came up and i put my head up until he kicked my face and i cracked a tooth.

  Katty was at my house before me and when i walked in my mother screeched " what on gods name happened?" i nodded my head up and down and said " i'm not eating tonight. I went into my bed. I was about to pass out when the nightmare returned. Katty ran up to me and slapped my face with her hand. She gave a mean frown and said " you deserved all of this and more". What did i do? I would of asked but i was afraid.

Not of her of losing Zach see she can manipulate and control him. He barely knows me i wished i didn't feel this way but i do. As you see I have no friends, and no pets. People always say if you died somebody would care. Just not in all cases. She eventually left and I had the chance to breath.