Loserless love ||Reddie

-{Lovely}-

Bill sat in his room. Only one word in his mind.

Lovely

Damn, he couldn't stand it. Lovely was a strong word to describe someone. 

Bill used it to describe Beverly Marsh, and Stanley Uris.

Bill was confused, why those two?

Why did he feel different with only those two?

Why was it both of them?

Why a guy? 

Why a girl?

Why anyone at all?

Bill must have been in deep thought as mike pushed his shoulder. 
"Bill!" He said shaking the boy now. Bill shook his head his auburn hair shaking violently. "S-Sorry Mike.." Bill responded scratching his neck feeling the acne forming on it. He sighed putting his hand to his side.

"Well, I have to go home. You know how my old man is." Mike chuckled as Bill only smiled. "b-bye Mike." Bill said giving Mike a little wave as he left. "Bye!" Bill heard loud foot steps go down the stairs and out the door. The door slamming shut and Bill sighed laying back onto his bed.

"He thr-thrusts-s his fff-f-fists agains-st the post, and stuh-still insistss-s-s he suh-sees the ghost."
Bill stuttered wiping his face with his hand. He sighed letting his mind take over. He saw firey red hair and curly brown hair. He saw cigarettes and bird books. He saw blouses, dresses, and skirts. But also saw khakis, Collared shirts, and neat books stacked among shelves.

Bill didn't know what to do. He knew going with Beverly was his best bet. The easier way to, but his mind screamed Stanley over Bev. But he knew Stanley was straight. Had to be right? 

Bill threw his hand over his eyes his breathing uneven as his mind broke him down. He wanted Stanley, no he wanted Bev? What did this boy named 'stuttering Bill' and 'Big Bill' exactly want?
What did his heart want? Thrive for? Bill himself didn't know.

He wasn't gay. Didn't like dick at all. But he loved Stanley as a whole. Best friend? Maybe that was it? Yes, that must be it. He had then decided.

Beverly,
I want Bev.

Even though his mind and heart ached he decided he would woo over Bev. Blush around her. Want to see her arrive more than ever. He had decided he was straight. Decided boys weren't his thing.

Unlike the poor Stanley Uris who was hopelessly in love with Bill Denbrough.






A/N


Decided to add some light Stenbrough :>

SOoOOo They won't be a big part just small things like Stan blushing over Bill or sum shit.

Bill will of course, hide his feelings and go for Bev. Because he cAn!

Also it's light because I hate when Stenbrough is in Reddie fan fics but I wanted to add some!!

So, don't stop reading over some light Stenbrough it's not a main part!! Reddie will be happening soon! Just want to add more to the other characters.

So- uh yaY-


ALSO TY FOR 500 READS!!!<3