Stanza One
Why am I still hurting? Why do I care?
Why is this love thing really unfair ?
I embrace you, you repel me
I accept you, you neglect meWhere is my home? Where is the peace?
Do all these common things still exist ?
My days have turned into years
My years have been a wasteMy heart lost itself in you
And to my very eyes,
I have lost you to the worldNow please tell me where I should stand
Was this all part of the universes perfect plan?My pain shall ever remain unburied
It shall haunt you for the rest of your days
And the words I have spoken already
Shall become a fire that will set you ablazeWith time the picture I tried to paint will become clear
My heart must stay far away from you
The demons and garbage I have been trying to bear
Will stir up and become something newThe damage you've caused would be another story to tell
The token i left, please take it down with you to hell
My cries must be heard in the core of your dreams
I'm going to say this exactly how it seemsI still love you and at the same time I hate you
No I don't hate you, I hate to love you
Stanza two
Everlasting regret shall be your compact friend
You shall not find pure rest until our days end
Your feet shall sore as long as you run from the truth
You shall weep to the soil like a silly bitter youthThis very day the earth has heard my voice
While the heavens has granted my choice
My spirit is finally liberated from the pain
And you shall forever remember the nameThat token of love? Destroy it, it's of no use
Make sure it suffers your wrath like it was child abuse
Punish it for all the times that I ever had hurt you
And bury it in the same place you buried my residuesBut take a look around baby, it's just you
You are fiercest warrior on the field with no clue
Take this gun and kill that idea of me you had in your head
Cause if you don't, you're going to be the one that'll end up deadSdx