Shay's POV
The next day I was walking to practice, and my mind was swimming with all the information that I've gotten over the last few days. I used to look at things as easy as looking at the colors black and white. It was easy to see who was good and who was bad, kind of like how you would see it in books. But now I see things clearly. Not everything is as black and white as I thought. Hyukjae wasn't as good or bad as I thought he was, and I doubt Jessica is either. Making bad choices is apart of life just like pain is. Suddenly my thoughts where interrupted with the sound of someone crying. I then walked down the hall and followed the cries. It lead me to the janitors closet. I then opened the door to see Jessica hugging her knees against her chest as she cried. She then looked up at me.
"Shay?"
"Why are you crying in the janitors closet?" I asked as she wiped her nose with her sleeve.
"Because I don't know what to do."
"What are you confused about? Maybe I can help." I said as I crouched down to her level. She then laughed sadly.
"I've hurt you, and you're still wanting to help me?" She asked in a sad tone. I then gave her a sad smile, and nodded. "I'm sorry, Shay. I never meant for any of this to happen. I never wanted to hurt you, and I certainly didn't want Hyukjae. Besides he's not exactly a ball of sunshine around me." I then gave her a sad smile.
"I know. I'm not mad. A little hurt, but I'm not mad." She then gave me a tight hug.
"What am I going to do about this baby, Shay? I can't keep it. I'm not ready to be a mother." She said as she cried on my shoulder. I then thought for a moment, and decided to go for it.
"I'll adopt it." She then pulled away and looked at me with wide eyes.
"Shay, you'll be a few months short of turning 20 when the baby is born. Why would you want to adopt it?"
"So you know your baby is going to be safe, and taken care of. Besides, do you have anyone else in mind?" She then shook her head.
"Ok. Well go to the doctors office tomorrow, and make arrangements. It's not too late to say no, Shay." She warned, and I smiled.
"Jessica, I want to do this. Besides you know how crazy I am about kids anyway." I joked, which made her smile. She the pulled me in for a hug, when suddenly I remembered that I had to tell Yesung about this.
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