Being a Kpop Idol | READER x JIMIN

07

pov min a.

after jimin and that y/n left, I went up to my room. 

why am I jealous? well, because I love jimin! I love him more than y/n ever will. I know I should have told jimin I liked him a long, long time ago and i know i should have told y/n that I fell for jimin. but I didn't.

the rule, ''Date whoever you want— but it can't be an idol''

my career...

I did a lot to come where I am now. everyone in the group were born with a wealthy family. but me? I was born in a family that spend almost 15 hours outside for a little money so we had some food to get through the day. 

I couldn't risk my career... but y/n,

she did. 

she did risk her career to be with jimin.

she chose jimin over her career

I chose my career over jimin.

'it's my fault, isn't it?' I said outloud, not realising that someone entered my room, 'it's not, mina.' 

I turned around to see jin, looking at me as if he was sorry,

'don't look at me like that, jin' I said

'look at you like what' he asked, 'like you're sorry, like you feel bad for me.. just don't, okay' I said annoyed and turned around, 

'I came here to check up on you...' he said, 

'you don't have to, I'm fine, why do you even care?' 

'because-'

'because what?' I turned around to face him

'because we're friends and friends care about each other.' he said and looked away, 'but I'll go now if that's what you want' he said and was about to leave until I stopped him, 

'no jin wait-' 

'I'm sorry...' I said

'it's okay mina, I understand, you're just in a bad mood...' 

I sat down on my bed. 

'You like him, right?' he asked, waiting for me to answer, but sighed after I didn't

'you know, sometimes a person's silence speaks louder than their words' he said and sat down next to me.

end pov mina

xxxxx

pov seokjin

mina.

her name... her name really suits her, it's just like her,

 beautiful.

''sometimes a person's silence speaks louder than their words'' i said

she looked at me with her beautiful, big brown eyes,

''i chose my career over him, she chose him over her career. it's my fault right? that they are happily together now, while i'm here, hurting..''

what? 

''no it's not, mina, you have to understand this, jimin loved her ever since they have met, and so did y/n. even if you had told us, even if you had told them, they would still have loved each other. don't say such things'' i said

she remained silent.

''you should move on. jimin obviously wasn't the one. you're beautiful, mina. inside and outside. you'll find the right one soon.''

when will she ever see me?

''yeah, you're right'' she said and we both were quiet, it wasn't awkward, it felt great.

but then,

she hugged me

''thank you jin, thank you for making me feel better. thank you for being my friend''

friend

''no problem mina'' i smiled and hugged her back,

she smells like a garden full of beautiful flowers you would want to get lost in 

I closed my eyes for maybe 3 seconds. as I opened my eyes again, I felt her release from the hug, so I got up.

''i have to go now, i'll see you later mina'' i smiled and left her room and went back to the rest. 

end pov seokjin