"Perfect" that is how people describe our relationship. We've been together for 5 years, yet our love for each other never change. We're so in love. Yeah, like other couples, sometimes we had those little fights and misunderstanding but at the end of the day, our love for each other stays the same.
But the main conflict was he is an idol. He's the leader of the kpop group SHINee. Maybe for him its not a big problem. But for me it is. Even though I'm always smiling when people asked me about him being so popular and idolized by many people, deep inside I'm hurting because every time our date or bonding being postponed because of their busy schedule. I know I should understand him, Well honestly I'm giving my best to understand him, but it comes to the point that I want to give up. Many "WHAT IFs" are forming on my mind. Its not that I don't love him anymore, God knows how much I love him, its just that its so hard to pretend that you're OK when you're really hurting. It really hurts when you love the person so much, so much that it give you so much pain. Our relationship was approved by their fans, yeah its because they have an image to protect. Well I don't think that the approval of their fan is needed for us to be together, but what can I do, he is a hallyu star.
What hurt me so much is when I asked him about what we should do in our 6th anniversary. It is on February 11, but unfortunately they have their concert. When I go to his manager to ask if they could excuse Onew so that we can celebrate our special day, he told me to just watch their concert because Onew can't be excuse because he's the leader and the concert is very important because it will be held at the biggest concert venue in Korea. When I got home I cried a lot. Its so frustrating to know that the concert is more important than to our relationship. But the next day Onew convinced me to go to their concert because Jang Wooyoung of 2PM was one of their special guests. I love Jang Wooyoung's ONLY GIRL and Onew knew it that's why he said it to me. He knew I will be happy. Aissh He really know my weaknesses.
FEBRUARY 11
Our 6TH ANNIVERSARY
SHINee SHINING CONCERT
The concert was really DAEBAK! Now I know why they are called HALLYU STARS. I really had fun. Actually Its my first time watching their concert, sounds weird right? But its true.
After their last song, all lights went off, then when it open Jang Wooyoung was standing at the center stage then start singing ONLY GIRL.
http://youtu.be/jHRpwxGFdxE
nuneul gamgo i norael deureo
neoreul wihae seoman bureuneun norae
kkume seodo neoreul manna
nae sarangeul marhal geoya
nae gyeote nega itdaneun ge
kkog kkumman gata
utneun neoreul bol ttaemada
yeppeun neoreul bol ttaemada
jogeumssig sarange ppajin nan
jamdeulgi jeon saenggakae neol
nuneul gamgo norae hae neol
neoui kkumi doego sipdago
My only girl
My only girl
My only girl
My only girl
My only , My only , My only girl
gieoghalge neoui nuneul
