To Die is to Live

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DISCLMAINER: I don't own Naruto but if I did... well let's not discuss those details. Read on!

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To Die is to Live

I could feel the cool concrete beneath my bare feet, it was nice. I looked up and could see the endless black void that was the night sky, the stars were twinkling brightly. A small smile played on my lips as I took in a deep breath of air. This was it. I was finally going to end my miserable life. It's not like anyone was going to miss me, not after the day I just had. Not after I realized just how much I was hated.

I took a step forward and just like that I felt my life flash before my eyes. It was true that in the last moments of your life, you seem to recall different memories. Even ones you thought you'd forgotten.

One these memories almost made me regret doing this. Almost.

"We'll be friends forever right?"

"Always."

Our pinkies twined and knuckles touched, showing this was our ultimate promise. Unbreakable.

Tears were prickling my eyes, but it was all too late to back out now. I heard the chimes of the church clock ringing signaling it was 12 o'clock. Closing my eyes I leaned forward and suddenly I felt weightless, all my burdens gone. There was a heart wrenching scream from behind me, but I was no longer attached to this world. I was going to be joining the dead and finally be free.

However against my better judgment I opened my eyes. They last thing I seen before I died was those onyx eye's I knew so well. I could see so many raw emotions in them, but it was just too late.

Damnit Sasuke, you just had to even screw my peaceful death up.

Why did I ever have to fall for you?

Yesterday Morning (17 hours earlier)

When I woke up I had this strange feeling about today. I decided to interpret this meant something good was going to happen. My dreams last night were strange, I felt myself slipping away and everything was fading to black but all I could focus on were a pair of deep onyx eyes I know so well. Damn Sasuke for being in my dream. No wonder I didn't sleep well. Bastard.

Feeling like a chicken that got its feathers ruffled I proceeded to silently get ready for school. I sighed depressed; I really did not want to go. I didn't see much point, I wasn't going to learn anything from there I needed for my future career. What was I going to be you ask? Well I'm planning on being the lead singer of a band; I'm going to become famous one day. Just you watch.

I quickly microwave one of my to-go-ramens and headed out the door. There was no cheerful goodbye or someone telling me to have a great day at school. I lived on my own, I was finally old enough to be able to. As I slurped my ramen I decided I'd prefer going the long way to school, if I was late... well aw well.

Strangely enough I heard a familiar giggling as I passed by an alley. Curiously I walked back and decided to have a peek. Something told me I shouldn't do this, that curiosity killed the cat. Unfortunately I didn't listen to my logical side and instead said to myself, satisfaction brought it back!

I could hear voices now and the further I crept the louder they were. I was behind a dumpster and on wall diagonally from me I could see a man and women. She had her legs wrapped around him and he had his pants down. I recoiled in disgust, I didn't want to watch two people getting it on in an alley. Gross.

"Ahhhhh, Uchiha sensei! Ha-harder!" the women moaned.

Uchiha...sensei...?

"Sakura keep your damn mouth close, someone could overhear you. Nnng..." He broke off into his own moan and continued to roughly thrust into her.