Dear Eddie spaghetti~ Reddie

Chapter 7

I ran towards Eddie's house, I pounded on his door. He answered.

"Hey." I said. 

"hey?" He smiled. 

"Goodbye." I answered.  

"Rich-" 

I cut him off connecting our lips. after a couple moments he pulled away. 

"What are you doing?" Eddie asked. 

"I love you." I smiled. 

"I know, I love you too." Eddie grinned. 

"Bye." I smiled. 

I walked to the nearest bus station crying. The bus came a while later and by morning I got off the bus I was in Manchester. I got a room in the nearest motel and lied on the creaky bed, I fell asleep almost Instantly. 

10 MONTHS LATER

I had a apartment now with one bedroom it was small but, cheap. I also had a job at a clothing store called Manchester Sheik. It was small but we got a lot of customers. I pulled the journal out from my dresser that I got from value village. I grabbed a pen from my desk and wrote

Dear Eddie spaghetti, 

     I'm sorry for leaving, I'll come back eventually I promise. I hope you know I love you and that you're the best thing that ever happened to me. I never felt ashamed of who I am when I was with you I actually felt proud. Tell the other losers I love them for me and your mom. Tell my mom I love her and I just need to clear my head. 

Love Richie trash mouth Tozier, 😇

I turned on the t.v. it showed my mom. 

"Richie, please come home." She was sobbing. "I know your listening Richie come home." 

it cut to Eddie. 

"Rich, come home please I miss you." He cried. 

I turned off the t.v.  

I love Eds but I can't go home. My girlfriend Malorie has been paying for everything and what am I suppose to tell her? Im in love with a boy? No, I can't I need to stay for myself and only myself my whole life I've been worried about things other then myself this is my new life I need to start fresh, at least for a little bit. 

"Hey baby." Malorie smiled walking into our apartment. 

"Hey." I grinned. 

"So, I was thinking you could take the day off and we could spend the day together." 

"sure, I don't have work today anyway." 

"yay." 

She went into our bedroom and she came out with a blue dress and black heals. 

"You look stunning." I smiled. 

"Thank you." 

She was stunning she had long blonde hair that she always had in a bun She was seventeen and she was successful She worked at a cafe and her family life was perfect. 

I walked into our room put on my grey shirt black jeans and leather jacket I put in my contacts and went to see Malorie. 

"You look handsome." She smiled 

she walked over to me pulling me into a kiss, I wrapped my arms around her waist and it felt like we were there forever until she pulled away. 

"Richie, Can I tell you something?" She asked.