I'll Make it Change (Todoroki x Depressed Deku) ♡°•ONESHOT•°♡

Todoroki x Deku ♡°•oneshot•°♡

Warning:triggering, self-harm
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No one's POV

     It was the Anniversary of when Todoroki had started dating Izuku. Todoroki was gleefully walking to Izuku's house. Todoroki took this time to reflect upon what he was going to do. (N o c a l m d o w n n o s m u t) he had brought lots of snacks and was planning on watching some Disney movies with Izuku. Of course he didn't like Disney (L I E S) But, anything for Izuku.

 

     He was nearing Izuku's door now. He knocked quickly, and a loud crashing noise and some fumbling around with the doorknob could be heard. the door opened, and a red-faced Izuku could be seen. "A-ah Shouto, I thought you'd be here later, come in!" said Izuku, while pointing into the room. Todoroki stepped in and immediately embraced Izuku. "Ugh! I've been waiting so long to do that!" hissed Todoroki cheerfully.

      "It's only been a night!" exclaimed Izuku.
"that's to long."

                                                 TIME SKIP COZ I'M LAZY

     Todoroki and Izuku were watching The Lion King. they had been watching Disney for 9 hours. Todoroki wanted more. (N O T QUITE THAT MUCH Y'ALL) He spun around and landed on Izuku, using his arms to hold him up, while he looked like he was mid push-up. Izuku Flinched, and slowly started to move his lips in rythm to Todoroki's. Todorki's hand almost sub-conciously felt under Izuku's shirt. But, he did not feel Izuku's soft flesh, but cuts instead. Deep cuts. Todoroki sat up, tears forming in the corner of his eyes.

       Izuku looked terrified. "W...why Izuku? Why did I not notice before? Why did you do it? Why?" asked Todoroki, fighting back tears. (wha?) (vine refrence) "I-i-i am sorry, I knew I should have come to you, b-but the pressure of school, a - and dealing with Bakugou all these years- i-it just kind broke m-me..." mumbled Izuku, while in audibly rambling on.

       In a second, Todoroki was only an inch away from Izuku's face. "You can always tell me."
"But it'll never c-change," said Izuku quietly.
"I'll make it change, I would do anything to see you smile, and when you aren't, or when you fake it kills me, I feel as if it's my fault. And in a way, it is, I never notice."
"i-i-i-" Izuku broke. all the tears were flowing wildly. The rest of the night, Izuku spent in the crook of Todorokis neck, while Todoroki traced calming circles on Izuku's back.

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AHHH THAT HECKIN SUCKED! it's 12:38 I finished this in 30 min! but it sucks. I dunno. AT least I'm learning, right? Lol.

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