He thought I was sleeping
His words slurred 'wakee uppp littleeee grrrrrl'
I opened my eyes only to see his perusing blue ones
They were like ice, cold and murderous
He climbed on top of me
I tried to push him off
He was bigger and stronger then me
I had no chance
He grabbed me arms
Pinned me down
He ripped the blanket
It was between us
He looked at me and smiled
I had never been so scared
I blinked away the tears
I wouldn't let him see them
He took off my pants
If I didn't know what was coming
I knew now
I screamed
He slapped me
At the time I didn't care
I could feel my face going red
A tear escaped
He ripped my underwear in two
I screamed it was louder then before
He punched me with all his force
I could feel blood pour down my face
When he entered me
It was worst then anything
It was like being stabbed over and over again
I felt my own blood pour down my leg
When he finished he looked proud of himself
I felt so dirty I could barely bare it
He walked out and left me with my shame
I slowly put my clothes back on
I rolled myself into a ball
And just cried
Cried and cried
I cried myself to sleep that night
When I woke up
I went for a shower
I hoped it was just a dream
I looked in the mirror
There was a black eye staring back at me
I knew last night was real
I still felt sore inside
I realised something
He had just taken some thing drear to me...
. . . My Virginity . . .
