Think i should let it go

This time

I should have waited
For the feelings to be said
I should have erased those thoughts
When I know you love me the most
Love, I'm really sorry
I'm sad I was in a hurry
for lightening up my life
Deleting all the past files
I should have known
You would never leave me alone
Yeah I regret today
For not being with you
On this very day
The way when you left
No one thought you would care
The roses that you send
All thought you won't dare
Cox you left me crying
And never thought of trying
To get back things to normal
Cox you never saw me dying
Every second and every bit
Since the day you was gone
I dared myself to hit
And hurt while I was alone
Yes I would rather cut me
And say it was a mistake
But I won't let myself kill me
Cox all that drama is fake
And now everything is not the same
You have returned uninvited
But still cover the place same
In my heart where you
Dig the hole of yours
Baby it's all hard for me
I just want to be with you
But it's not now possible for me
I can't break what I joined
I can't hurt whom I handled
I want him to be strong
So that I can be back with you
I want him to know
He's not the one I love but you
Make me your sweetheart
Like I always was
Keep me forever in your heart
Never leaving me alone
Darling I love you today
I will tomorrow and I did yersterday
And with us being together
My love for you will grow everyday
I want to spend my life with you
I want to do the stupid stuffs with you
Feel your hugs and
Feel your kisses then
Drown myself into you
To your arms to be cared
Every night I want to sleep
With you loving beside
All morning I want that wish
When you will wake me up
And say how much you love me
Baby i need this
I want this
So please take me away
From all the troubles
It's the only way for us
To be together forever
Hide me in your arms
Don't show me to the world
Drive me crazy to the top
And make me totally insane
I would do anything for you
If it's not a crime
But you have done
By stealing my heart the biggest crime
Let's live together
And then die together
If not still I want forever with you
I'll keep looking at you
If I die without you
From the above like a star
That sparkles brighter for you
I'll keep looking at you
Day and night all the time
Don't drop a single tear
Cox I won't be there to wipe your fear
If I leave this world
Without you near me
I want us to be together
Where there is the heaven and us
I want you to be near
Where I can feel you and be with you
Baby promise if we are not together
In this cruel world then
Still you will love me for forever
Like you promised
I will love you always and ever
I will miss you with every second
But that's not what I really wish
To feel your near with me
When I grow fifty and sixty is my wish
I'll do whatever you say
Keep loving you and always obey
Make your dream come true
Make our life bright ful
With sparkles and all
That will shine on us
Forever and ever
Hey love, this is how
I want my life and afterlife with you
This time I'm not letting you go
This time I won't leave your hand
This time I'll keep holding onto what I held
And this time I do trust you
So don't please break it
I do love you and care for you
Hope you will respect it
Hope you won't leave my hand today
Which you held just yersterday
This time is a new chance
For you and for me
It's this time I give for us
Because I love you more than I can say :*