The boy with warmer everything (boyxboy)

Part-5

I couldn't digest just what happened today, it was the best day i had ever had and i couldn't stop thinking about him. It was like he had managed to tangle himself in the mess of every nerve of my brain and the mess he created was a beautiful mess. 

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When i woke up tomorrow, i had this pink shade on my cheeks, i had the best sleep, i may have dreamt about him too. I was excited for meeting him today, for the first time in what seems like forever i wanted to present myself, i wanted to look good, I wanted to feel good, so i did what i had to. I grabbed my fav oversized hoodie with denim jeans and opted for a vintage look, it suits me, I am really skinny but i like myself, I didn't do my hair, the looked like a mess, a beautiful mess ;p

Finally i reached the school, but i was nervous, i didn't know how to act, how will i even start conversing with him, i was kinda scared all i would do is blush, i just wish things don't go awkward, i was also hoping to spend time with him alone but others will come too. shit. will he even acknowledge my existence today?

Kinda Scared, i walked into the classroom, my eyes searched for him the first time i looked up; i felt mixed emotions when i saw him laughing with others, but i was happy that he was happy, i went to the group but the seat beside him was already occupied, i got on the bench ahead of him. I didn't want to ruin everything by going in between whatever they were talking so i just sat there, not saying anything. i was a little sad.

He may have seen me, It has been one period, neither of us has said anything, at this point i was assured that he didn't want to do anything with me, it was just a one time thing, i was uselessly getting up hopes up. I shouldn't have let him affect me this much.

The bell rang, it was the second period, everyone was doing their own thing, he wasn't talking tho, probably because he was tired. He had his arms over his desk, laying peacefully, sounding asleep, i kind of admired him, i was about to study when someone pinched me from behind, i figured who that would be, i looked back and saw him pouting and there was this expression on his face i couldn't read, probably pissed off?

"You didn't even acknowledge me today, not even a hello" - he said sounding like a angry child and i was like what? You were the one who were supposed to do that not meeeeeeee! and why do you care about my hElLo, don't you have better persons to say that to you, and why are you even angry, i should be angry, tops talk, they are mature, only bottoms have the right to be angry at their tops for not acknowledging them and i was confused and didn't realise i was laughing at my words.

"What's so funny?" - he said sounding more angry and i was into reality.

"no nothing, sorry, well, hello?" i said bringing my hands towards him. His expression finally calming down.

"i won't forget to do that again" i said giggled, since when do i giggle?

"yea you better don't" - he said pouting as he shook my hand, and it was still as warm as it was yesterday, and all i wanted to do was play with his hand but he backed it away soon, shit, what is he doing to meeeeee.

"Why didn't you sit with me?" - he asked

"Why do you care?" - i said, my impulsive hormone kicking me.

"Fine, sit with whoever you want" - he said sounding a little hurt.

Shit, why do i have to mess things up, he is hurt.

"Wait! no, i didn't mean it like that, your side seat was already occupied, so"

"Oh, its okay i guess"

"How are you tho?" - i asked making up for what i did a few seconds ago.

"Same as alwaysssss, what about you?"

"i am goooooooood"

"Sure you are, who is she?" - he said with a smirk.

"What?! NO." 

He kept smirking, fuck, is he dumb? he must be.....can't he see what he is doing to meeeeeeee.

"There is no-one, i am single" - i said stating my statement heavily.

And he kept smirking....shit, he is making me blush now, if i do, he would think its because of a girl and shit and i don't want him to get the wrong impression. so i tried changing the topic.

"Did you do your homework?"

"Changing the topic, i see"

My mouth wide open. I-

"Don't flatter yourself, i was just pulling your leg"

"Yea sure" - i rolled my eyes but still blushed.