Mrs Trashmouth Tozier (Richie Trashmouth Tozier X Reader)

Fear

!WARNING! this contains: self harm, abuse, attempted suicide and so on. If you dont like that i would suggest that you skip this chapter please, and if you are okay with it, enjoy reader-chan!

Y/N P.O.V
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Richie and i started to watch some movies and we ate some foooooood, after we had a fun day richie and i wanted to get ready for bed so he gave me a hoodie of his and i went into the bathroom, as i was changing into the hoodie i felt unsafe so i turned around to be greated by my mom.

'm-mom?'

'hello slut, did you have fun here?'

'its not what it-'i felt a sting on my arm, she was cutting me. i started to scream in pain.

'H-HELP, IT HURTS, RICHIE HELP ME!' she was mumbling something and when she started to speak up she turned into a clown.

'you'll float too!' he said laughing in a demonic way, i started to cry, the clown then disappeard and i was laying on the floor when richie broke into the bathroom and saw me on the ground bleeding.

'WHAT HAPPEND?!'

'm-my mom was here, and she started to cut me and then she turned to this clown! and and a-and' i was sobbing so hard that i couldent even talk, richie then pulled me into a hug and he got out a first aid kit.

'richie, im scared....'

'i know sweet-cheeks, it will get better okay?'i just nodded as he started to clean my wound, after a little bit he was done.

'lets go to bed sweet-cheeks' i nodded and then i noticed that i never put the hoodie on, so i quickly put the hoodie on before he noticed. Richie and i were laying in the bed together and talking.

'cute underwear you have' he smirked at me.

'shut up tozier'

'im telling ya the truth, and if you like the name ''tozier'' that much we can always change that~'

'go to bed and stop annoying me already tozier'

'fineeee, good night sweet-cheeks, dream of me~'

'whatever tozier, good night'

i tried to fall asleep but i couldent, i was still scared of what had happend just a few moments ago so i got up and quietly went into the kitchen and looked for the knifes.

'found em' i whisperd so i would not wake richie up, i went into the bathroom and started to cut myself, i felt a lot better. When im scared or something happend i cut to make myself feel better but all of the sudden i heard richie knock on the bathroom door.

'sweet-cheeks? are you okay?' i dident anwser and just cut myself a few more times before i heard richie kicking the door.

'open up! what going on?!' all of the sudden i rememberd a flashback.

Flashback

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i was in the bathroom hiding from my mother, she was drunk and she had a bottle in her one hand and a knife in the other hand.

'OPEN UP! GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE RIGHT NOW YOU BRAT' i was crying and she kicked the door open, once she got in she started to beat me up and cut me, after she was done and left i tried to clean myself up but i fainted before i could do anything about my wounds

Flashback end
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i was even more scared so i started to cut even more and deeper until richie broke in the bathroom just to see me in the bathtub and my wrist bieng all bloody,

'Y/N! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!' he ran over to me and hugged me, before i knew it everything went black. The last thing i heard was:

'Y/N WAKE UP! WE ARE GETTING YOU INTO THE HOSPITAL' richie sounded like he was crying but i couldent react before i did anything everything went black.