Beyond The Sky (A Luke Hemmings Romantic Novel)

"Blue and Grey"

Though,we were spending an amazing and undescripable time together,just I and Her. I never have seen her so breathtaking and happy,always pale with a very sad expression in her face. I was daydreaming. Today has been perfect,even If i had to tell about the memories of Him and me when I was five years old. A familiar sound interrupted my thoughts while calling:

-Luke!

My beautiful mother.

-It's my mom! I-I think we should go downstairs,immediatly,-I told Ariana.

She just nodded, too busy at the moment,maybe it would be her last time that she would be seeing this place,in this terrible condition. 

-Hey,mother. Here I am,-I made her to notice me. 

She turned her head to see me and then smiled,a very huge smile forming into her white and delicate lips. 

-Ariana,darling! So good to see you here!

-The same thing goes for you too,Miss Hemmings,-Ariana smiled back. 

My world spun around,seeing my mother and the love of my life going so well together,smiling and hugging. I guess,I am just a spectator,feeling the most beautiful feeling in my soul,that has missed my body for a long time. 

-I've brought something for you,-Louisa told Ariane,still keeping that beautiful smile in her face. 

-Oh,no,you didn't have to,-she responded embaressed. 

-It's my pleasure to make this picture of you two an artistic one,-she said while she issued from her bag a huge picture,a special one

-For me,this was a beautiful picture of you and Luke,so you guys could remember your first "date" from that party together,why not to make it a huge one?-Louisa said. 

Oh,dear mother you're a great historian! But to tell the truth,I felt something in my chest,beating in and out,feeling great! It was the most hypnotizing thing that I have ever seen in my life,this picture could be one of my best memories with her,that would last forever,even If the things could  go wrong one day between I and Ariane,this is what it scares me the most,being far from her.

Ariane hugged tight my mother while smiling,I think. I can see,she is very emotional in these cases,but who isn't?

Ariane's POV

When I saw that picture,I swear,I was standing there completely frozen,but happy?! I don't think so,every minute that I spend  with Luke,It's wrong..I will be gone soon and he will get hurt,by me. I never want this! Even If I would die right now,this wouldn't hurt as it hurts when you're alive and infected by the great Dark,when nobody can escape. I could feel my eyes bleeding like waterfall,filled with sadness and emptiness. I felt the right to hug Louise tight,she really reminds me alot of my sweet mother,always caring and welcoming. I guess,I am sobbing quietly in her chest.

-I will remember this forever Louise! Thank you so so much,I thank you with all my heart!-I whispered in her ear.

She started to cry and her face got softer.

-It's okay,honey. You're one of the family,-she spoke.

Family?! How much I feel the pain of this word,is so holistic but family? I've never had one Family since her death,everything seems so odd to me,so unimportant. 

I couldn't let Luke see me from happy to sad. Well,my beloved Luke,this is who I am. The Queen of sadness and cold,just like a dead human,without feelings,but this felt wrong,not about me,he's definitely going to get hurt,sooner or later If he keeps going on with me. I'm no good.