You Saved Me •[Raura]•

before the after

Lost, I feel lost. A few weeks ago I had a walk-in appointment with the doc, got tested and got it confirmed. 8 weeks pregnant, once my boyfriend found out-- he throw the remote control across the living room whilst grabbing his sports jacket and keys to his car, shoving his phone and the charger for it into his coat pocket and waltzing straight out that front door. Shouting to just burn his stuff as he won't be back for it.

No explanation as to why he did up and leave, he just did it.

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Currently sitting in a wee nook out in the streets, I am hugging both of my legs, hoping for some warmth, some comfort. No luck.

After my now ex-boyfriend left the house, I then lost my job because I apparently should've told them I was pregnant and they're policies are against hiring pregnant women, so to result that. I lost my apartment. I became homeless because my ex & I were fucking stupid and didn't use any protection.

The night out was beautiful, just to be clear it was raining heavy, but it was beautiful.

"Excuse me Miss?" I could hear a male voice near me. I could feel a physical presence near me, but from lack of food (4 days to be exact) I was so faint, my surroundings were blurry and I could feel my body slowly failing to stay up right.

"Miss? Stay with me, miss?" Next thing I know, all I see it black, coal black.

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