*Last First Kiss* ( Niall Horan Fanfic )

Chapter 1

Crystals *P.O.V* :  

" Im Sorry, Im Sorry !! " I Yelled As I Sobbed In The Corner. " Where The Fuck Were You?! " My Dad Yelled At Me, As He Kicked Me. " I Was At Tutoring ! " I Yelled As I Cryed, " Don't Yell At Me You Slut. &' Aha Did You Stay Longer &' Suck Him Up To Get More Credit?! " He Spat At Me. " It Was A Lady " I Said Sofly Afraid Of His Response. " I Don't Give A Fuck, Now Get Your Lazy Ass Up &' Make Me Food! " He Said While Getting The Remote &' Turning On The Tv. I Got Up &' Went To The Kitchen ' To Find Nothing To Cook I Was Scared To Ask Him For Money, To Go Buy Food But I Had To. " Gimme Money... So I Can Go Buy Food, Were Running Out Of Things To Eat.. " I Said Shaking. He Turned To Me Slowly, While My Heart Beat Faster &' Faster, He Got Up &' Said " Haha. Nahh ' Im Leaving For A Couple Of Months So Im Out Of Here. When I Come Back You Better Be Here &' The House Cleaned " He Said Sweetly.... Omg He Said It Sweetly... He Was Gnna Try To Rape Me Again. He Always Tryed To But It Never Happened Either I Stopped Him Or He Just Left &' This Time It Got Farther Then I Thought It Would Get. He Pulled My Shirt Off, Kissing My Neck &' Grabbing My Waist, All I Could Think Of Is How Disgusting It Might Get, But No... He Got Off Me &' Said " Haha... You Lucky Bitch. Im Not Gnna Touch You, Im Not In The Mood Now Goodbye Hoe. " I Stood There In Shock That He Didnt Try To Rape Me &' Left Me There Half Naked... It Was Always So Hard To Stop Him, Obviously Cause He Was 45 &' Strong. I Sat There Alone &' Put On My Shirt. I Was Really Depressed.... I Just Thought To Myself • Why Am I Living?! My Life Is Fucked Up! I Live With My Sexually Abusive Dad &' Nobody Knows.... I HAVE NO JOB, No Mom, No Brother... No Food, NOTHING ! Imma Wreck Cause Of My Father And I Have Like 3 Friends... Faith, Hailey &' Niall ... Niall Was Really Nice To Me &' He Was My Crush<3 I Never Told Him That I Liked Him I Thought It Was Gnna Ruin Everything &' I Never Told Him About My Life, I Was To Scared, I Was Scared To Tell Anyone So I Kept It To Myself &' I Barely Talked To Faith, Hailey &' Niall Cause Of My Asshole Of A Dad, He Hated Them, Since They Were The Only Ones That Made Me Happy. I Just Really Hated My Life &' Thats When I Was Done With The Bullshit &' Was Ready To End It ! I Went To The Kitchen &' Grabbed One Of My Dads Beer Bottles, A Bottle Of Pills, And A Razor. I Went To The Bathroom &' Started To Drink The Whole Beer Bottle Then I Got Really Dizzy After I Finished The Bottle, I Grabbed The Razor & Started To Carve All The Words My Dad Called Me On My Skin " Slut ", " Ugly " , " Hoe " , " Worthless " , Etcc. As Blood Trailed Down My Hand I Started Crying... Thats When I Grabbed The Pills &' Whispered To Myself " Its Gnna Be Better Up There... I Love You Hailey, Faith &' Niall " ... But Thats When I Heard The Door Slowly Open.....