I jumped into the hot bubbly bath that Alfie had ran me with the candles on and rose petals round about but i couldn't enjoy about thinking of my mum. I lay listening to the relaxing cd when after 20 minutes i got out and dried myself i heard the phone ringing and i put on my dressing gown and answered the phone..
I paced about and finally walked into my bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed. My dad says that my mum wasn't there the house had been torn apart and the door was left open he says that there was 2 dinner plates on the table and a smashed vase in the middle with roses. I burst into tears when the words came out my dads mouth that he thought she had been "KIDNAPPED" i felt a panic attack coming on. Alfie walked in the room with Millie in his arms still on the phone to my dad he was shouting down the phone ZOE ZOE are you there ? I replied and he says he had phoned the police, and that they were down at the house investigating but thats all he knew. I told him i was coming straight up but he says I can't but i have to my mum my world my best friend had, had gone MISSING.
After been in the phone for half an hour Alfie was getting angry because he didn't know what was going on I didn't blame him. I told him the story trying to gasp for hair and crying so hard i thought that i had nothing left but that wasn't true because I cried for about another 2 hours. I had a rest as i the baby was getting restless and i had to think about it to. When I woke i thought to myself I am not going to lie about and feel sorry for myself i need to do something help my dad help Joe speak to the police something.
I walked down the stairs to find Alfie lying on the floor watching Peppa Pig with Millie. I told him I was going to stay with my dad and Joe, Alfie was obviously angry but I had to do what was right he says well i'm coming with you, but i don't want to bring Millie incase something happens up there I couldn't put my daughter in danger I just couldn't I would never forgive myself ever, so Alfie says she can stay with his mum and we can see what happens each day.
