Alan POV
I woke up with the worst hangover ever. After what happened with Austin last night I took it out on drinking. I'm not really clear on everything that happened but i remember a few things. I went to check every ones bunk to see if they where still asleep and they all seemed to be. Up until i got to Austins. With Aaron in it. I threw the current all the way open and Austin was just staring at me. I wanted to yell and scream but, i still remembered how i told Austin i want him and only him last night. He ended up not taking me back or forgiving me. I remember us kissing when Lexi called. I messed up and if Austin rather have Aaron I can't change that. "Oh." i muttered and walked to the kitchen.
Austin POV
Did i do something with Aaron? No, no i couldn't have. Could I? Would I? He was still asleep and i don't know if i should wake him up or not. Or maybe i should explain myself to Alan. I got out of the bunk and went to the bathroom to wash my face. No hickeys maybe it was nothing. "Morning" I heard Aaron say. I slowly turned my head "G-good morning." Wow Austin way to stay cool! "Um are you ok?" "Yeah, yeah just um what happened last night?" "Oh yeah you must not remember you where totally wasted. But we all just hung out and you kept going on and on about wanting to watch a movie in your bunk. Everyone was already passed out or dead asleep so i put one in for you and we ended up falling asleep watching it." "Oh thank god." i accidentally said out loud. He looked at me confused for a second then he understood. "Oh you think, no, just no that did not happen." He laughed and walked out to the front. My eyes went down to his butt. Hm what would happen if it did? I mean Alan doesn't care about me. So why not? I rinsed my face with a towel and followed after him. Alan gave me and Aaron a bitter look and walked outside. "What's with him?" Aaron asked. "I have no idea." i replied. Oliver came on the bus. "Whats his problem?" he asked. Me and Aaron both shook our heads. "OK anyway you guys got signing first at 4 and will be preforming at 5 pm and it's 2pm so get ready." he said as he got back off. Me and Aaron ate and woke up the rest of the band. "Get up hoes!" Aaron yelled. "We got signing at 4 and it's 2 right now." Tino and Phil got up yawning and stretching. We all took showers and got dressed and ready to go. We went to the front and after awhile Phil got off the bus to see what was up with Alan. But when they got back on he went straight to the back to get ready and Phil just sat down with us and didn't say anything about what happened out there. I was drinking some coffee when Tino got up and slipped right on to the floor. It made me spill my hot coffee all over me. "Hot!" i yelled and ran to the back for a new shirt. And of course instead of helping me my closest friends where laughing at me. I found a plain black shirt and i took off my shirt with a huge stain on it now. I looked over and saw Alan. He was only in his boxers and was quietly putting on his jeans. "Alan?" I asked. I suddenly felt guilty for whatever was wrong. All my feelings where rushing back. "Yeah?" He still wasn't looking at me. He just had a depressed look on his face and was now grabbing a shirt to throw on. I walked over and put my hand on his arm. "Alan?" "Yes Austin?" "Look at me." He finally turned to me. I could tell there where tears in his eyes before. "Is it to late?" I asked. "I think it is." he replied. I softly kissed him on his lips. " I wish it didn't end like this." I whispered. "Me too." he muttered. He must really want to be with Lexi and not me. I turned before he could see my tears and walked out
Alan POV
He really doesn't want me. A tear trickled down my cheek. He wants Aaron. I guess Aaron is better then me. I thought of Lexi and started getting really pissed. She started this. She played me and my insecurities. I took my phone and dialed her number. "Honey!" she answered within the first 2 rings. "We are done." "What? Oh no. I mean you don't really want to break up. Right?" "Yea Lexi. I really, truly, 110% positive that i want to break up with you." "Fine. Whatever go butt fuck Austin." "Trust me that sounds so much better then fucking you." I hung up the phone and threw it on my bunk. God why do i always pick the worst girls?"
Austin POV
I stopped at the door that leads to the bunks and listened in on Alan on the phone. Phil, Tino, and Aaron all left to get to the signing table. But i stayed back acting like i forgot something. I smiled and felt warmth in my chest. That's the Alan i used to know. I opened the door and ran into his arms.
