Blue Rose

Chapter 1

Well Hello again! I will upload a newer version of Linda and Charles sometime soon, but at the moment I'm writing Blue Rose. I hope that you like it, vote on it, and comment on anything and everything about the story. Tell me the good and the bad, the ugly and the pretty, so on and so forth. Thanks! Enjoy!

Blue Rose

Prologue

I am there on the top remembering everything that made me decide such a drastic idea. All the memories that were screaming at me to be here tonight on this ledge between reality and doom. All the things that were said to me and actions taken against me will be gone once i take the leap with me. I wait for the right time and close my eyes, thinking about everything, everyone, and when this is all done and said for my family; how much i miss my mother and hate my father and my old, old, very old, past. But before i can think anymore i jump. i jump into the darken abyss where my mother's smiling face awaits me.

Chapter 1

"Damn! Why didn't the alarm go off? Damn," I yell under my breath as I scramble out of bed and my pj's into my favorite hip hugging jeans and a pull over tee. i slip on my shoes and rush to the bathroom to do everything else. When Ipound on the bathroom door for the hundredth time. my little sister, Nina, heads out of the bathroom with way too much make up on her ten year old face.

"What the hell are you wearing Nina," i ask her in an astonished tone.

"Nothing that concerns you loser," she laughs in my face and runs off. You know when you have it bad when your own family calls you a loser, so sad. I walk into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. I say to myself, "I wish that I was skinny and pretty, but I never will be." Isigh and finish up in the bathroom.

What awaits me as I leave the bathroom and head to the kitchen is dread and despair. I try to shy away from fat ass, cocaine user, and sick father as I enter the kitchen. Al the pain that he burned into my back in the ever so many years since my beloved mother's death and destruction, has brought me so much pain that I wish that I could leave and never come back. I know that I mustn't for the sake of my brother and sister, so I stay.

"Where the hell is my breakfast, fat ass," my father, John, yells at me from across the table. My mind is telling me to yell back, " Up your ass that's where it is!" but I don't. I don't want a big ugly red hand print on my face as I walk to school. What I actually say is,

"Sorry, my alarm didn't go off this morning. I promise that it won't happen again."

"It better not or I will tear you r damn hair from you uglyface," he yells at me with those dilated pupils. I remember how those eyes use to look at me so caring, but now they are filled with so much hatred that they burn right through me. I make his breakfast and try not to cry, but I really want to.

"Here you go, the usual, your favorite right father?"

"Shut the hell up before i lose my appetite," he says as I leave fro school. My twin siblings are ready to go as well, Eric with his baggy pants that look like they are going to fall off at any moment and a shirt that looks like a dress. Oh and let's not forget Nina. She has way to make up on her ten year old face (what ten year old years make up?) and a shirt that fits way too tight. We don't have enough time for me to bicker to them for their wardrobe, so we leave the house in a rush.

"Come on let's go. We are already late becasue I had to make father breakfast. Hey do you two need so money," i ask them.

"Well, I do, but don't you need it more," my brother, Eric, asks me with a smirk on his face. Before I can answer Nina chimes in,

"Yea don't you need it for more food for your fat ass?!" They both start to laugh. I feel hurt, but I push it aside like I always do.

Well after their little joke, I walk with them to school. as I am leaving Alan Elementary School, I see the craziest thing ever. Lauren Miller and Stacy Greig wolfing down the biggest donut that they could get their anorexic hands on at the donut shop across the street. Before I can turn around to walk away they start their daily taunting and teasing.

"Hey fatso how's it going? You look like you want to eat me! Hahahaha," Lauren laughs and her sidekick, Stacy, chimes in a second late.

"Yea, but I bet that she can't even run to get us becuase she is so fat," Stacy adds.

"Shut up Stacy. You don't know how to make fun of someone," I hear Lauren say to Stacy, but by that time I have reached the end of the block and heading for toward school.

"Well, that was a good way to start off my morning," I sigh and head toward the jaws of Lilian High.

Well what did you think? Comment, please. Thanks! I know that it may seem short, but this is the first chapter. I will post some more later or I may not. If people like it I'll post more. Thanks for reading it and please, if you have enough time, comment. Thanks agian!