Sprout

Prologue

%Jungkook's POV%

"I'm so disappointed in you son."
"How could you dishonor us like this?"
"Goodness, he must be insane!"
"What a pity..."
"Have you heard about that bastard child?"
They murmur, they talk, they gossip, and they whisper ...I hear them loud and clear, but what's the point of speaking up when my voice despises me as well? What are you supposed to do when you have to run, but hate yourself to the point that your limbs are tired of being a part of your escape?
Maybe this is a sign of how my existence was never determined by me.
Because if it was, I'd have never been born. I would leave reality.
Controlling my facade is better than showing the ugly side of me.
Call it a mistake, but it's a sin.
So, take me to the hell within mine.
Honestly, it's better than this.
The safest place is alone.
What am I supposed to be?
Why can't I be happy ?
Why-
-"Jungkook, where in  tarnation are  you?!"
"Jin Hyung, stop acting like you care and leave me alone!"
I keep on running, running and running.... when will it stop? Will I ever escape myself? When will it be over already?! As I dash through the forest my thoughts tackled me and the last thing I see is a tree.... Frack-
"Ugh..." 
I wake and everything seems numb and blurry. I squint to make sense of my surroundings.
"Why's it so bright?"

I sigh in the name of hatred for sunlight,"Why can't I just live like Batman?!"
Then, I start thinking... where could I be? Immediately I came to the happiest conclusion of my entire lifetime.
"Wait... am I dead???"
"Fuck yea!"
Unfortunately, this fantasy didn't last...
" JEON JUNG KOOK NO PROFANITY IN FRONT OF MY HANDSOME HOUSEHOLD !"
Fuck my life....  (again)
Jin screams again, " DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA"-
"Just stop it Jin..."I say in exasperation .
"I'm starting to wish I did die when I smacked into that big ass tree just for everyone to stop yelling at me!"
Jin's eyes widened at my sudden outburst and he started to reach out. I dodged his attempt to comfort me and ran away like always.
Exactly like the coward I am...
Sorry Jin hyung...It's never been your fault it's mine.

Instead of escaping the damned hospital Jin probably dragged me to, my face ends up smacking with another face . My eyes meet a whimpering boy and a broken vase that was filled with flowers..."OMG, I'm so sorry..."
"It's fine", I reply coldly. Even so, he persists in finding some kinda compromise for bumping into me. I look at him closely this time and notice his chocolate eyes and I wonder if I could swim in them... graham crackers what am I thinking?! Before I could drown any further in those eyes, I bent down on the ground and began to help this marshmallow boy pick up the shattered pieces of the vase . It was bittersweet when he gave me the brightest and sincerest eye-smile I'd ever received in my life. It's pathetic how happy it makes me...The warm marshmallow boy smiled again, "Thank you!"
"Your wel-
"Jung-ugh, I found your stubborn ass!"
"Oh dingleberries..." Next thing I know, I'm being dragged back to that dreary hospital room and getting scolded. Only, this time I had a certain boy lingering in my thoughts...Perhaps, it's not completely hell anymore. 

Who am I kidding? It still is with my ear painfully being ripped off by a furious chef... I pray to not be strangled by a spatula(don't ask...there's some stretchy spatulas out there!)

That day
I met a savior
           An angel
                                                        My  muse
Little sprout
I
love
                            you...

- " I'm running...
But smack into a giant ass tree
And here I am in this empty hospital room
It's eerie how it reminds me
Of this past I'd rather forget
So, I run
Once again
Little did I know...
I met the boy who
Changed my world."-J.J.K🌱❣️

Author:)*Uhhh... Hi... This is my first story and I feel kinda trashy about it, but hope you like it and tell me about what I should improve for the experience to be more enjoyable.*
-Sorry if it's too short🥺.... I swear I'll make it longer when I write full-length chapters-