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Chapter 1

You always do this I'm so sick of you! I yelled into the phone as Huw and I were arguing yet again stop being stupid you knew what you were getting into you said you were fine with it he yelled back, I started to tear up no I said I was fine with us being a secret I didn't say I was fine with you cheating on me every fucking day you prick! I yelled. fuck you! He said fuck you! I said hanging up and tossing my phone crying.

Tay chase said I looked up at him in tears, is this how it's supposed to be in relationships I feel so stupid chase I loved him and he treats me like garbage I cried he sighed and wrapped his arms around me you'll find better I promise I don't want better I want him I cried more Taylor he's no good chase said. It's my fault I'm not good enough I need to be good enough I said sniffing.

Taylor do you hear yourself he said you are good enough you are worth more than you know you need to see that, I'm not good enough chase he said so himself I sniffled well he's stupid because you are he said. I just shook my head and laid on his lap I don't wanna talk about this anymore please just sing to me .. I told him.

Okay he said laying back and grabbing his guitar I pulled the covers over us as he sang right here by Justin Bieber, I fell asleep listening to him singing. after a while I woke up and he was gone chase I said in the kitchen he said I got up and went to the kitchen hugging him from behind. Did anyone call my phone I asked Huw did but I ignored it for you he said okay good I told him sitting down?

Chase handed me half of the watermelon and ate the other half thank you I said, he smiled your welcome oh also I have rehearsals with the band today come with me he asked okay I said finishing my melon and throwing out the garbage. I'm gonna go get ready and I'll meet you down by the car. Okay, he said kissing my cheek and going to the car.

I ran upstairs and put on my crop top hoodie and my jeans with high boots, once I was finished I grabbed my keys and went downstairs locking the door behind me. Ready chase asked yep I said as we both got into the car. Play some music he said driving off got it I said playing a mix of different music.

As soon as we got there we got out and went inside, Boys I'm here chase said and he brought me I said laughing they chuckled and hugged me, how have you been they asked I mean I been eh I guess I shrugged and sat down have you met Huw yet they said unfortunately yes I said as he walked in. Alright, boys who's ready to- why is she here he asked chase brought her D said.

Is there a problem I asked, no Huw said sitting down okay I said sitting on the floor and scrolling through Instagram and sipping my tea. Is the tea hot D asked laughing shut up I said laughing and tossing my garbage at him your brothers here chase said as I looked up seeing max.

Hi bubba I said getting up and hugging him hi bubba he said hugging back gently I brought your favorite tea and chocolate I said handing him the bag and his tea thank you he said sitting down no problem I said. Tay can we talk Huw said no fuck off I said looking at him he sighed and walked away.

What's going on with you and him max asked we're not together anymore and he thinks he can control me still I told me , want me to kick his ass he asked no I'm okay I got my eye on someone else I said looking over at chase and smiling. I've always shipped you guys he  said bubba hush I said giggling. It's true though he giggled I rolled my eyes and smiled.

Is it true though could I really be crushing again