Longing For You

(1) Just Another Day

Background Information
Normal: Storyline.
Underlined: P.O.Vs or exaggeration of words.
Italic: Thoughts towards yourself , or just thoughts in general.
Bolded: Most likely actions or time skips.
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F.Y.I.(Girl in the picture is you.)
(She's from the anime Kimi Ni Todoke)
And yes I have based every character as an anime character because I have sauce of those and not sauce of real guys.
If there's any changes , I will specify here again.
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You
To be honest, has anyone ever thought about their life seriously? Imagine being stuck at home almost all the time , and spending your precious days on Earth just contemplating on your very existence. I mean, that's what I do all the time.

Once school ends, I'll just put on my headphones and rush home , excited to take a nap since i don't have things to do anyway. I take naps so often that I always happen to have the habit of accumulating the amount of hours I nap for the past 5 years and then bragging about it to my friend.

Haha, bragging about how lazy you are, isn't that lame?

Well, as you can guess , I'm not very interesting. I let you read a paragraph about me napping . Exciting.

Anyway, speaking of friends, I don't have many. It's alright though because the only one I have is the only one I need. Her name's Aurora. Her parents really liked the name so I guess they just named her that. It does kind of remind me of that disney princess. But it doesn't really matter. She's always had a rough life though. She's not exactly what you call a good girl. But I know it's not her fault.

Yeah sure her parents named her pretty but it doesn't mean that she's being treated well. Enough about her though, I'll talk about it in the future.

Today's a Saturday , which means that I have uh, let's say, 24 hours to do absolutely nothing? Yeah of course I don't have anything to do. *looks at the piled up textbooks and worksheets that I haven't completed yet.* *looks at the mess of a room I have with stationary and stuffed toys thrown everywhere.* "Oh what a tragedy I have nothing to do!" Yeah sure you don't.

I decided to just look at manga and manhwas. Ocassionally , I do read novels from time to time but yeah I'm so lazy that I don't actually finish any of the novels because I'm tired of waiting. What a hypocrite I am. I couldn't care less though. I'll just start reading this then.

"What the heck is this shit? This guy is such a wuss. I hate this guy , how can he be the main lead? Yeah sure he may be hot but it pisses me off that he lets his girl get imprisoned so easily what the hell. Argh I'm so mad. I'm just gonna sleep. I'll read it later or something."

As I said that, I pulled the covers high up enough to cover half my face , and dozed off.

*A few hours have gone by.*

"Huh..is that...? What is that..?" I groggily forced open my eyelids to the blinding light on my celing to see a huge brown stuffed bear in my room , staring at me with those beedy eyes. Ew , creepy. It is cute though. Isn't that what everyone says to the handsome guy who's like a potential rapist in every manhwa? Perhaps.

I slowly got up and out of my bed , literally tearing away the blanket off my body because it was so godamn hot. I sniffed my armpits and thought, I reek of sweat. Gotta shower.

But then what is this bear doing in my room? It's huge too. Is this a gift or something? I don't remember it being my birthday or anything special was going on..

"Hey darlingggg~ Did you sleep well?" Ah mom. "Uh yeah. And hey , so what's this about?" "Oh you haven't heard? Your rich uncle's wife gave birth to a baby boy and he was so happy that it was a boy that he decided to make the proposal to buy anything everyone wants. Which is of course below $1000. He's rich but he's not Elon Musk. Since you were asleep..I got you a big bear because I know you love plushies.

" I just looked at her with obvious shock and bewilderedness on my face. "Ah well..thanks mom. I like it. It's kind of creepy though." "Yeah i agree but it's fine. It's cute and big , something you can hug." "Alright mom, thanks for this even though you didn't pay for it." "No problem. Also you reek, go take a shower hahahahaha."

And like that she closed my door and left me with the bear that's half my body size.

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So, I hope the first chapter was interesting. I've recently been reading a lot of romantic shit and I wanted to write one myself. My love life has been terrible so far , but it doesn't mean I don't wanna write one. :) I have works from the past, from when i was like 12 LOL , gotta say, I have a lot of mistakes. I hope writing this will improve my English as well. This is kind of relatable to my life, but not too much because I am personally a low-life. Hope you'll stick with me for this journey.