Chapter 35

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Nicole’s POV

It’s lonely without Liam. Minutes turn into hours, hours turn into days, days turn into weeks and weeks turn into a month. Liam’s been asleep for four weeks. It’s been four weeks since I’ve heard him speak, four weeks since I’ve heard him laugh, four weeks since I’ve seen him smile, four weeks since I’ve seen those beautiful brown orbs. I feel so empty without him. I miss him so much that my heart aches. At first I was ok, he would wake up soon they said. Now I’m a total wreck, I hardly sleep. I just hope he wakes up soon. I need him to. The doctors say he shouldn’t be any longer, but they said that two weeks ago. Talking helps, they say, so I talk to him everyday. It’s just not the same without his voice filling the spaces I leave. I was going to try something new today, I’m going to sing to him. I found the perfect song. Niall lent me his guitar.

“Hey Li. Miss you heaps. I miss you so much it’s crazy. I really hope you can hear. Please try to wake up soon. I’m gonna sing a song to you today. It’s called perfect two” I say grabbing the guitar.

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I start to pluck the four chords of the song.

“You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain and I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick

You can be the tear that I cry if we ever spilt

You can be the rain from the cloud when it’s stormin’

Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin’

Don’t know if I could ever be

Without you cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we’ll both see

That we’re all we need

Cause you’re the apple to my pie

You’re the straw to my berry

You’re the smoke to my high

And you’re the one I wanna marry

Cause you’re the one for me, for me

And I’m the one for you, for you

Take the both of us, of us

And we’re the perfect two, yeah

We’re the perfect two, we’re the perfect two

Baby me and you

We’re the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather

But I don’t care as long as we’re together

 Don’t know if I could ever be

Without you cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we’ll both see

That we’re all we need

Cause you’re the apple to my pie

You’re the straw to my berry

You’re the smoke to my high

And you’re the one I wanna marry

Cause you’re the one for me, for me

And I’m the one for you, for you

Take the both of us, of us

And we’re the perfect two, yeah

We’re the perfect two, we’re the perfect two

Baby me and you

We’re the perfect two

You know that I’ll never doubt ya

And you know that I think about ya

And you know I can’t live without ya

No-oh

I love the way that you smile

And maybe in just a while

I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you’re the apple to my pie

You’re the straw to my berry

You’re the smoke to my high

And you’re the one I wanna marry

Cause you’re the one for me, for me

And I’m the one for you, for you

Take the both of us, of us

And we’re the perfect two yeah

We’re the perfect two, we’re the perfect two

Baby me and you

We’re the perfect two”

I smile as I sing out the last line ending the song. I’m not the best singer, but it’s the meaning behind the song that counts.

“Li I miss you so much, it’s been a moth since I’ve done anything besides sit here. But I don’t care that all I’ve done is sit here and pretty much talk to myself because I’m with you. Even though you’re not really here, at least we’re together. I realised something the past month Li, and that is that I can’t live without you and your voice and you laugh. I can’t live without you holding me in your arms and holding me close. I can’t live without those beautiful brown eyes that I can get lost in every time” I grab a hold of his hand before going on

“I miss you Li and the truth is I love you. I Nicole Rose Tomlinson love you Liam James Payne with all my heart. I could never live without you, these past few weeks have been torture. I love you with all my heart and I couldn’t see myself with anyone else. I love you” I breathe out with a smile. I hope he heard that because it’s the truth. All I really want now is for him to wake up.

And just at that moment, I felt him squeeze my hand.

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