Today was, amazing, spectacular, astounding. I'm happy again. The past six months have been rough. I'm happy that things are looking up. This morning awoke got dressed, and fixed my hai and makeup as usual.
Unfortunately my morning was somewhat dampened. He wasn't here this morning..and that was honestly crushing. I joked around with my friends but he was in my mind.
However he had important appointments (I know how that goes) and therefore they couldn't be missed. He finally got to school around third period, he stopped by my class. I don't know if I was blushing or not, it only made me want him more.
Speaking of which, the feeling I get when I see him is like a drug. It's a high that I'm positive no drug could achieve. And I'm not sure yet, but my walls are falling. He just makes me happy. I can't look at him without laughing. I can't look at him without admiring his eyes. His voice makes me giddy. It's beautiful how amazingly charming he is.
Lunch was divine, not the food, the fact that he came over. I sat in his lap and he had his arms around me and he unfortunately he had to leave. So he kissed me on the cheek quickly and left a final "I love you" and was gone.
I couldn't stop smiling.
Later that afternoon I was walking out of practice. I saw him and I called his name. He ran up and hugged me really really tight. I love hugs like that. But he hurt his knee in doing so. Anyway, we walked for a bit and when I had to leave I kissed him. I was about to go and we kissed a few more times and I was dizzy. My head was spinning around and I was so happy that at that precise moment in my life, nothing was wrong and nothing could go wrong. I have thought about him all day.
Later on I saw a concert with 'Stasia, Yellowcard was wonderful. Their drummer is astounding and I love it when everyone is jumping and head banging to the music.
Tomorrow I hope that I get to him more often. My jacket vaguely smells of him and it makes me miss him so much. Au revior ma copaines, much love. ~Houston
