"You & I - The beginning of Something New"

It's Complicated

ZAYN POV

Why? How? When? I keep asking myself these three questions...why did i get myself into this, how could all this be happening, when did i become a person that makes stupid decisions and actions, i feel awful, i feel destroyed, i cant belive it, i just cant, this time i dis screw up and bad.

I lay in my bed thinking all this, my thoughts are interruped by the doorbell "IM NOT HOME" "Zayn please open" "Ugh just what i needed" i whisper " I know your in there Zayn" "What the hell do you want Veronica? Was it not enough destroying my relantionship?" I say opening the door "I need a favor" "Oh why didnt you say so! Please do tell me, what ever could be wrong?" I say with a straight face "Ha-ha, i need you to watch Ty for me" "Why?" "I have to run some errands" "Im doing it for him, not for you" "Thanks" "C'mere kiddo!" "Daddy!" "I'll be back in a few hours" "please take your time" i say following her to the door, she stops and faces me "Thanks, and FYI, you destroyed your own relationship, i just said the truth" "Just get out already" "Bye Zaynie" she gives me a kiss on the side of my mouth, i roll my eyes "Goodbye" i slam the door "Sooo, what are we going to do with this little guy eh?" "I ice-cream!!!" "What? Ice cream? I dont know what that is!" "Yes you dooooo!!" "Noooo i dont think so Sir Ty!!" I start to tickle him "No daddy, stoooop!!!" "Nope, i cant" "NO PLEASE!! HAHAHA" "alright alright, so how about we visit grandma today?" "Who is my nana?" It then hit me, he had never met my mom, since she took him away she hadnt met him, "She is my mom, and her name is Trisha, do you want to meet her?" "YES!!!" He starts bouncing on the sofa "Okay monkey, lets go then" i take him in my arms flying him like an air plain, "woohoo!".

We ride to my moms house, as im getting out of the car my phone starts to ring, i pick up "Jess??" "Hey Zayn, im on my way to your flat" "Oh, well im not there" "oh well...were can i see you? its kinda urgent" "Um, im going over to my mom's" "Alright i will meet you there" No...but Je-" "Bye" and  she hung up....but why would she want to talk to me?.....Oh shit.

Super short i know, but i have good news! this is the last week of school and then vacations! im already working on some new chapters, so, every week there will be 2 updates every week, and later on today i wll update again! so yeah, please vote and comment what you wold like to see in the story, what i should change, i would love to see your opinions! Tx guys!

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