BACKSTABBER 101

When you said you were happy for us,

I knew right then you were somebody I could trust;

I treated you as one of my truest friends,

Laughed and smiled with you---

I knew you will never pretend.

When I told you about him,

I never thought there'd be a problem;

You said  you'd always be there,

I never thought you just acted like you cared.

How could you hurt me so?

I wish I could just let this go...

But I cannot even begin to comprehend

How someone as close to perfect as you

Could do this to me---me, your friend.

You broke in two whatever we had,

But it's okay, I can handle that;

What I can't handle is you---

This friendship is so hard to renew.

I wish I was blind,

So that I won't see

That what you did was a crime;

I wish I was deaf

So that I won't hear

All the lies you had said yourself.

It's more hurting to know

That a friend could dare to hurt you so;

I never did anything wrong---

Why did you try to fit into the arms where I belong?

All the years that we have shared,

Were thrown away because you were so unfair;

I hate myself for hating you---

But what about this pain that you put me through?

Still I gave you love my friend,

Even more than the love I gave away for him---

That's why it's difficult to accept the fact

That you had somehow stabbed me in the back.