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love exists but with an absence of eternity .
at the first moment of a lovers encounter theres an affirmation of love .
physiological , lunacy , emptiness , panic .
delusion that the moment will last forever .
im seized by desire
I hide behind my back and postpone all answers . "
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KRYSTAL'S P.O.V
hello this is krystal jung , a typical 18 years old girl who suffered depression and tried self harming . i am aware that there are also many people out there who are going through self harming and depression but here's a story , a real life story which I would like to share with all of you out there thinking of dying . oh and by the way , i did not believe that the act on love can cure anything but there it is , i was cured by this wonderful man I met who changed my life completely . oh did I told you that I has a phobia of love before meeting this guy ? which I would reveal later . let me take you back to the past of my life 2 years ago .
2 years ago ....
it was a cold winter morning here in California , I was brushing up , getting ready to hop on the train to Middle East high school I was currently attending . " wassup stal stal " my best friend , hermione shouted excitedly at me while i was busy taking out the books that i needed for the day from my locker . " helloo theree mionee " I replied . we both have nicknames for each other . i met hermione since elementary school and had always been in the same school and even class as her and still , now . isnt it fate ?? hermione was this really pretty , yappy , and always smiley kind of person , but well for me , I didnt like to mix around with especially boys .
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Fanfictionkrystal jung , a 18 year old typical teenager fell in love while attending high school , however suffered a heart break when her boyfriend left her without telling her why , she tried to stay strong and told herself not to cry or make her family and...
